Inner Piece Of Mind

Sick...

2009-07-04T11:58:00.005+08:00

To make things short and simple... I've flu.

It's not swine flu, it's not H1N1, but just 'normal' flu that has gotten to me before my flu vaccine are able to work. My temperture used to be 38.9°C two days back, but right now it's coming back to normal. Feeling light headed, tired, and running nose. Praying that I must get well by tomorrow as I'm travelling to oversea next week.

Pratically doing nothing much these two days, besides sleeping.. but manage to lost three KG. It must have been all the fluids in my body.

Saw this video a while back, and although I'm already a fan of this song by Daughtry, this video really bring a bigger impact and message to the song. Hope you will like it;

New Divide

2009-06-18T20:19:00.003+08:00

This song sounds very similiar to "What I've Done", but I think this one sounds better. Nice MV too. Ooooooo.....I can't wait for Transformer 2.

Danger - Angry Man Writing

2009-05-23T12:35:00.003+08:00

Blasting Green Day latest album "21st Century Breakdown" while writing this post on a Saturday afternoon. Although the songs sound acceptable, it won't make it even to my own playlist with these so-called rock opera shit. Guess it's hard to please a grouchy man when he's really down.

Angels and Demons: Different from the book, something that I was not expecting but that doesn't mean I was looking forward to it. What happens to the real fifth ambigram in the book anyway?? Since they are changing the story a bit, why not get Robert Langdon into a car accident and let him get a plastic surgery so that we don't need to see Tom Hanks frowns every 5 seconds. (But don't get me wrong, he is still a good actor and I like him.)

For the first time in the past two years, I was really thinking of changing my job. I guess thats the reason for this shitty post huh.

When you're hardworking, you get things done faster. But that doesn't means that everything should be thrown to me.

I do things without complaining (and wtf am I doing here???), does not mean these things don't bother me.

Saying you're busy out loud every five minutes and going back on time only makes you look bad, not us.

I like to learn new things. But after learning all that, somehow that's becoming my job and responsibility. And that somehow links to the point that I get things done faster. Damn it.

There won't be any office without politics.

STREET FIGHTER IV VIDEO APP

2009-02-22T15:54:00.009+08:00

After countless hours on playing Street Fighter 4 on my PS3 yesterday night, I went to bed and had this really weird dream...

In the dream I was wearing a green singlet and army pants walking around in chinatown, when suddenly Momo dressed in some funny chinese costumes confronted me in the middle of the streets, for not flushing the toilet a while earlier. And so it goes like this...

So the moral of the dream?? Girls kick ass for even the funniest reasons....

Alone

2009-02-15T01:01:00.003+08:00

Sitting alone in front of the laptop now, listening to Slipknot's "Snuff".

Somehow it doesn't seems like it's already 1am right now. Some China girl are singing some tribal song from the tv outside, with melodies of chinese instruments accompany her native dialect. Sound I can't relate to.

I stay on the fifth level. The irritating noises of some guy pressing his motorbike accelerator can't be ignored. Want to impress your buddies or girlfriend, or even yourself with that noise?? Try doing it in the day time.

Street Fighter 4 finally came out. It's a long time, and it's worth the wait.

Finish painting my room today. Thanks to Gi for helping out. The outcome are not the colour we expected. Maybe by painting over the existing green colour makes it this way. Or maybe the uncle selling me the paint just hates me.

Buying more furniture soon... All will arrive one by one and room will be packed with things within one month. God bless Ikea.

Few more months to go and the big day will come. Sometimes it's so fast I can't even feel it coming.

Snuff By Slipknot

2009-02-10T21:43:00.002+08:00

I really love this song right now, but there's something wrong once I've link the song to my blog. So here's the video instead.

Snuff

Bury all your secrets in my skin

Come away with innocence And leave me with my sins

The air around me still feels like a cage

And love is just a camouflage For what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go And run away before I know

My heart is just too dark to care I cant destroy what isn't there

Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate

I don't deserve to have you

My smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips

And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss

I couldn't face a life without your light

But all of that was ripped apart...When you refused to fight

So save your breath I will not hear I think I made it very clear

You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough?

I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end

I never claimed to be a Saint

My own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones And spit your pity in my soul

You never needed any help You sold me out to save yourself

And I wont listen to your shame You ran away you're all the same

Angels lie to keep control

My love was punished long ago

If you still care, don't ever let me know

If you still care, don't ever let me know...

It's A Long Wait

2009-01-01T15:50:00.006+08:00

Long wait for two things... First a long wait to my new update of 2008, although it's a bit late since it's 2009 right now. And another long wait for my Street Fighter 4 game, which I'm still waiting for it to happen in Feb... and did I mention that I hate to wait??

Usually I will end the year by highlighting the blog posts for each year that I found interesting, but sadly I can't do that for 2008 as there are no interesting blog post at all. Hmmm..... In fact there are not much postings in the first place. :P

So just to keep myself entertained, here's a list of movies that I'd watch for the year 2008.

1) Coverfield (Good marketing, average movie, motion sickness)
2) Kungfu Dunk (Mostly for Jay Chou fans)
3) CJ7 (The alien is cute, but Stephen Chow is losing his touch)
4) Ah Long Pte Ltd (Entertaining)
5) Rambo (All the blood splattering are censored, and what for?? Come on it's Rambo~!!)
6) Death Note: L Change The World (Not that good. Maybe I got too much expectations)
7) Meet the Spartans (I came, I saw, I laugh but don't remember much of it)

8) Jumper (One of my favourites for this year, surprisingly)
9) 10,000 BC (Quite a bit of bullshit, but entertaining value is good)
10) Rule #1 (Quite a load of bullshit, no entertaining value)
11) Horton Hears A Who! (It's good, better than Bolt)
12) The Orphanage (More touching story than a horror one)
13) Three Kingdoms (Entertaining)
14) Shutter(US) (The original Thai version is still the best)
15) Street Kings (Very predictable)
16) Forbidden Kingdoms (Entertaining, but why did the Sparrow always refer to herself as the third party??)
17) Harold & Kumar Escape from Guantanamo Bay (The first one is better, but the second one is quite good too)
18) Iron Man (Highly entertaining, one of my fav for 2008)
19) Speed Racer (Too colourful)
20) Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull (Not better compared to the previous ones)
21) The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian (Boring to me... entertaining to kids)
22) Kung Fu Panda (Its good, better than Bolt)
23) The Happening (This movie is not happening at all. Except for the first 10 mins, it sucks)
24) The Incredible Hulk (This movie lose to Iron Man)
25) Get Smart (Entertaining but predictable)
26) Wanted (Nonsensical)
27) Hancock (Good twist in the story...But I expect some powerful villians and stuff)
28) Hellboy 2: The Golden Army (Making the elf prince to be more sinister will be better)
29) Red Cliff (Draggy. Not bad for a Chinese movie)
30) The Dark Knight (I waited years for this movie. This is my No.1 movie for 2008)
31) The Mummy 3 (Entertaining)
32) Midnight Meat Train (Surprising ending but is it suppose to be horror or sci fi??)
33) The Clone Wars (More appealing for younger audiences)
34) Wall-E (It's good, better than Bolt)
35) Eagle Eye (Entertaining)
36) 20th Century Boys (It's the same as the comic, which I think is good)
37) Max Payne (Whole lot of shits... Playing the game blindfolded will have more entertaining values)

38) Babylon A.D. (Quite boring stuff)
39) Topic Thunder (Highly entertaining, Tom Cruise is good~!!)
40) Saw V (Good. Same as previous ones, leave more questions for the next movie to answer)

41) Quantum of Solace (The first car chasing scene, and the rooftop chasing scene....speechless)
42) Bolt (It bad........... too bad)
43) The Day The Earth Stood Still (No expectations, no disappointments)
44) Ip Man (Good. Though not accurate, it's good)

45) Yes Man (Not link to Ip Man, but still as good. Jim still haven't lost his touch)

The lists does not includes series and DVDs that I've watched, and compare to previous years I really cut down a lot of time that I'd spend in the cinema.

So before I end this post, I like to wish all of you out there a Happy New Year, with peace and good health to you and your families. Happy Holidays~!!!!!!!!!!

Addiction

2008-11-09T19:06:00.004+08:00

I got a confession to make.

It hard me to admit this but I got a certain addiction for the last few weeks. It's seems to ruin my life after I've encounter it. Having sleepless nights, lack of concentration, and I can't stop the urge of even thinking of it, every second of the day. It's sucking me and my money dry.

.............

....... It's Street Fighter IV

This is my most addicting games since.... erm...........the last game I played. And right now worldwide this game is only available in arcade, and I'm not even afraid to admit that I still go to the arcade at such age.

The thing is, I grew up with the game series itself. I was there playing Street Fighter 2 in Super Famicon consoles, with my primary school mates after lessons at their houses. I was also there in the arcade during my secondary school, playing Street Fighter Zero. I still remember the good old days of playing truants just to go to the arcade........ahem........but that's another story for another time. And now it's been 10 years since the last Street Fighter series, but the PS3 version are only available in Feb 2009.

Meanwhile I guess I have to cure my addictions in the arcade with the rest of the young kids. I hate the long hard wait........

No. 15th

2008-11-05T21:47:00.004+08:00

This is my 15th Blog post for this year.

It's sad because this is my worse year in blogging yet, ....hmmm....but no one seems to care. Seems like someone else I know are still in "hybernating" mode since Sept, but who's counting anyway.

Was trying to write something thoughtful and sensible over here, but a phone call just slap me across the face and made me change my mind.

So here's a really sad and smoothing song and it was feature in the Watchmen trailers recently. "The Beginning is the End is the Beginning", by Smashing Pumpkins. I love this song.

20th Century Boys - The Movie

2008-10-12T22:04:00.003+08:00

Saw this movie just a few hours ago, and I think some of you might disagree with this, but I think this movie is even better than Death Note.

I've read the manga and love it, and watching the movie is like reading the manga all over again, which is 95% accurate except for some minor changes. The reason I like it more than Death Note the movie is that this is more entertaining and accurate, and I don't really like the actors way of acting in Death Note. The cast from 20th Century Boys put up quite a convincing and realistic performances, maybe it's the experiences that counts. Can't wait for part 2 though.

Sail Away - Alejandro Fuentes

2008-08-30T16:30:00.003+08:00

Crazy skies are wild above me now

Winter howling at my face

And everything I held so dear

Disappeared without a trace

And though all the times i tasted love

Never knew quite what i had

Little darling if you hear me now

Never needed you so bad

Spinning round inside my head

Plans

2008-08-16T00:23:00.005+08:00

"When you are poorer than poor, what will you do??"

I'm not promoting Jack Neo's movie, nor have I watch this show yet. It's just that this phrase from his movie poster caught my attention recently.

When you need to plan for things that are 2 years, 4 years or 10 years down the road, it's scarely. Before I've even started anything, I can already feel the weight on my shoulder... and the burden wasn't even touching me yet~!!

Loser... I know. Looking back at the things and places that I've spend my money on, I don't really regret them at all. But when I look ahead and realise the light that shows me my path was dim, I was like..... oh..... man......... reality always smack you in the face the hardest.

I Love This Song

2008-08-06T19:35:00.010+08:00

The first time I heard this song was while waiting for Mummy 3 to start in the cinema, and it was one of the advertisment before the show.

It's a great and catchy song, and for those of you who watch Discovery Channel often will notice familiar faces in it. Even Stephen Hawking made a cameo~! (For those of you who don't know, he's the guy in the wheelchair). I don't know how to say it, but this song is really heart warming and the last time I felt that for a commercial was way back in the 80's with Coca Cola's "I'd Like To Teach The World To Sing". Now that's really classic.

Where The Hell Is Matt??

2008-06-21T09:40:00.004+08:00

Found this video on youtube, and thought it was stupid and lame in the beginning. But noooooooooooo, I was way wrong. Hope you guys enjoy.

Sold Out

2008-06-14T01:58:00.004+08:00

ME: Sorry, I've heard that currently the new handphone G900 is out of stock here. Can you check for me if any other outlets have it??

Singt** Stuff: (Very politely) Sorry but right now the phone is sold out islandwide.

ME: ISLANDWIDE~?!?!??!?!?!?!

Singt**Stuff: (Still very politely) Yes, islandwide.

ME: But I've heard that the IT fair in Suntec are having some promotions for the first 50 person that purchase this phone...

Singt**Stuff: (Still very politely) Yes, but they are also out of stock too.

ME: .............. wow .............

Oh Well

2008-06-11T21:33:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys but I've been very busy with my work and PS3 lately. Oh yeah, I'd bought a PS3 about one month back. But will surely update here again once I've the time (and mood) to write over here, or once I've buy the new Sony Ericsson G900. Seems to be a cool phone with pretty good reviews on the internet, except that it seems to be a bit slow in response. Oh well, here's a video that I hope you guys will enjoy. Retro Time~!!

Taggering Tag Tag

2008-04-30T23:23:00.006+08:00

Tag by Kaz. Thanks for that, because it gave me an excuse to write a posting down here. :)

1. At what age do you wish to marry ?
Maybe between 67 to 158 years old.

2. What I want the most now ?
Now?? Playing GTA 4 in a PS3 with Samsung Full HD 42" Flatscreen TV, in the comfort of my new 5 room "simplistic modern" theme renovated flat with the air condition on at full blast because of the bloody heat.....
Sadly that can never happen for the next 4 years.

3. Who is the person you trust the most ?
Only YOU.

4. Do you think that you have enough confidence ?
Sometime yes, sometime no, sometime I have to fake it.

5. If you have a dream to come true , what would it be ?
Come on, lets be realistic. Win the 1 mil lottery of course~!!....hmm...make it 2 mil.

6. Are you satisfied with youself ?
I will never be statisfied for there are always things for me to overcome.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now ?
Only YOU.

8. Do you believe in eternal love ?
No. Because nothing last forever.

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit sucide ?
Wow...I'll take it for a compliment if someone dies for me. Sadly, no.

10. What do you like most abt yourself ?
I'm hardworking. And I always pray that will make up for my slow thinking.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half ?
Truthful, understanding, simple and sincere. "Not being blur" used to be on the list, but I've taken that one out long time ago. :P

12. What feeling do you hate the most ?
That I'm working my ass off, skipping my lunch and even work overtime. But someone who's doing nothing all day still have the cheek to come and tells you that he's busy and stress. Fuck that.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
No. My career is starting to push them away.

14. Do you believe in God ?
Next question please.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Right now it's my career, and getting the things that I'm aiming for, and of course, YOU.

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you ?
Mickey Mouse.

17. What do you regret most in your life now ?
Regrets, like fear, profits no man. I will try not to regret anything in my life.

18. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friend's eye ?
I want to be the okay guy, the one that's lay back and chill out, with no worrys when they are around me.

19. What are you doing currently ?
Sneezing.

20. What do you think abt yourself?
Enviroment changes people thinking, behaviours and attitudes. I used to think that being a honest and truthful man will have a good life, but that's not true. Survivors must and adapt to it's surrounding to stay alive, no matter how harsh it can get, just look at cockroaches and rats. Right now I'm trying to be a survivor in my own harsh enviroment.

Instructions : Add in a question to make it a total of 20 questions . Then tag 8 people in your list . List them out at th end of this post . Notify them in their chatbox tht he/she have been tagged . Whoever does th tag , would have a blessing from all . (:

Well seems like most people have been tagged by Kaz. But I'll just tag Cez for the moment now.

Great Old Songs

2008-04-14T20:13:00.004+08:00

Somehow or rather, been wanted to post up these old songs from the 90's. The era that made me both boy and man. The times which I'd made many best friends. And also the times when I'd grown more than height. Here they are.

My first HIV awareness song..... and gay awareness too.
Bruce Springsteen - Streets of Philadelphia

My first eerie/enchanting English song (It's so enchanting that made me want to risk my age and catch the movie. It was rated R(A) back then)

Annie Lennox - Love song for a Vampire

My first gangsta rap song, dawg. And hell, I can still remember the lyrics~!
Coolio - Gangster's Paradise

Song of my first English Pop love songs....Awwwww....don't you just love it back then.
Indecent Obsession & Mari Hamada - Fixing A Broken Heart

And this too huh....
Rick Price - Heaven Knows

One of my early influence from rock, besides Nirvana.
Metallica - Enter Sandman

Q: And so.....overall what does this says about me??

A: I can't live without Youtube.

A-Yue, OK

2008-03-12T21:01:00.007+08:00

Actually, I should have update on this a long time ago. But as usual I'm not writing it down as I'm busy saving the world from some aliens that are trying to conquer us.

But here's the main topic for today, below are some pictures that we (actually more from momo) had took after Zhang Zhen Yue's concert way back on 16th Feb 2008.

It's quite a new experience as the venue was in esplanade concert hall, which is rather grand actually. And another interesting thing is that it's suppose to be an unplugged concert, but guess Singaporeans are too bored for that. It's only Zhang Zhen Yue's more fast-pace songs that keeps the energy moving among the audiences. Over all it was great, but it's would be even better if it was played the usual Ah Yue's way.

Taken during the concert, we are seated way up on level 4.

After the concert, here's special guest MC Hot Dog & Ah Yue.

Making funny faces.

Here's MC Hot Dog looking at momo.

Looking bored.

The Piano

2008-02-22T00:11:00.001+08:00

Things And Stuffs...

2008-02-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

This year was one of the most boring Chinese New Year that I've spent in my entire life. As tradition forbids it, I'm not able to visit any relatives due to both my granddad (Old man's side) & my grandma (Mum's side) passed away last year. But my relatives still came yesterday, and surprisingly left after less than half an hour, usually it will take at least two hours before they will move away.

Maybe it's because my mum was not allow to give out red packets this year (Those bloody money face idiots). Anyway I don't care much, but this year red packets aren't that much for me either (Yes, I'm one of those bloody money face idiots too~!!).

After staying at home for the last two days, I can't stand it any longer and decide to go out for some fresh air. But sad to say most of the shops in the malls are still close, and the cineplexes are pack with people. Yes, it was so packed and most of the movies are either selling fast or sold out except for the midnight shows...and I was there at 1pm in the afternoon~!!! Can you believe that??

Anyway, I've came across Cez's blog and saw this questionaire. Unlike most of the nonsense I used to post up here, this list does require me to do some thinking...hmmm...Here we go;

1. Why am I doing what I'm doing? I'm not referring to work, but also your day-to-day routine, etc.

Hmmm....usually I just laze around doing nothing when I'm not working. Well, I laze because I'm lazy. :P

2. What's my ideal life?

To have finiancial freedom and a carefree life. And I still have a looooooooooong way regarding this one.

3. What am I most thankful for today?

I thank my computer for not letting me down for the past two days. Without it, I might as well die......... of boredom, I mean.

4. Do I know the difference between what is an emergency and what isn't?

Yes I do. To know, we must apply. For to know and not apply, it means that we don't know. (Hey I don't cook this up, Confucius said it.). But overall, I know when something is important when I see or sense one.

5. Do I have unrealistic expectations of other people that sets me up for disappointment?

Yes. I used to think that if I don't treat others in a bad way, they won't do the same to me too. Come on, it's a dog eat dog world out there, why the hell am I so naive in the first place??

6. How much influence do other people REALLY exert on me - my choices, decisions, actions, etc.?

If it's reasonable, I will choose to listen and accept. I don't really let other people influence me much.

7. Do I know what is right for me, even and especially if it's contrary to popular opinion?

I don't know how to answer this one right now. All I can think of is this story about the boy whose playing on the right and correct train track, and another group of kids playing on the track which the train is about to reach. What is right and what is wrong??

8. Do I really "choose my battles wisely"? Or have I just reached that age when battles are not even worth getting into as it's not an efficient use of my time?

Hmmm....I'm game for any battle that's coming my way, it's just that I like to take my time. I don't back down on this kind of stuff....yet.

9. If my younger self would meet my current self, what would my younger self say?

"OH S**T~!!!!! You change so much for just a girl~!!! You're a wimp~!!!"

10. What kind of person have I become through the years?

Hmm....More of a wimp now. :P

R.E.S.P.E.C.T.

2008-01-28T20:46:00.001+08:00

Wow, look at that. It's been a long long long long time since I'd decided to write about something to ponder on. Yes, even I knew I talk lots of crap and nothing else most of the time. Let's talk about something that we all needs in our life, and something that others can live without, and that is respect.

Call me sensitive or naive,...erm....hmmm...I think foolish is a better word, but I think respect is a two way thing. You want it?? You have to earn for it, not demand it. I'm sure some of you out there had been in this situation before, that someone don't give you the respect you deserve. Or someone not worthy demands respect from you whether you like it or not. Some people just.... well.... have not pride so they don't need any respect :P.

Now you all must have got the ideas like, "Awww....PW is not getting any respect recently". Or something like, "hmmm....seems like there's a respect issue going on in PW's life". Or even, "Damn it, PW's is going crazy after posting about Heath Ledger's death".

But let's get to the point, there IS something going on in my workplace recently. And there's this management level guy that's been doing things he's not suppose to, or rather not doing things he's suppose to (??????). Whatever the case, he's not doing he's job well and basically he screw up a bit. So upon "peaceful confrontation" by fellow management level colleagues, he reason out that he's not getting the support he's suppose to get from lower level scums....I mean colleagues like me. And that he knew his mistakes and blah blah blah blah....and the rest is not the main point. Right now I should be writing out things to defend myself and insist what he says was a lie and so on, but he's not. He's not getting support from me, and I'm not even lying (wow...amazing right...I must be tired of living for writing all these out here in the open~!!!).

The last time I "support" him, I end up doing his work. Unlike my outside life, when I'm working I'm really an angel (PUKEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!), and I'm quite helpful actually. It's just that when people takes my kindness as my weakness, then that's a different story. Like this arsehole who I think, claims to be the victim where in fact he's quite a terror himself. Once, he even refer me to a dog. How am I suppose to respect and support this management level guy, when he calls me a dog??

Since he likes to play mind games, well, guess I can play with him then. So far, I think I'm on the winning edge after what's happening to him recently. We shall see.

(The bettings are now open, and the odds are 2:1. Interested participants please kindly contact PW to place your bets and find out the daily winning odds. Final deadlines for the bets are 35th Jan 2008. Lines are open from 8am to 5pm daily.)

Curtain Calls

2008-01-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

Heath Ledger is dead.

You may not know who he is, but he played one of the infamous cowboys in "Brokeback Mountain", and a courageous knight in "A Knight's Tale".

I'm not really a fan of his, but he plays an important role in one of the movies that I'm dying to watch this year, "The Dark Knight". Luckily, the movie was already finished filming and it was only during the production of this show that Heath caught my attention, as he will be Joker in this film. And he still have so much future and hope in front of his path...the worse thing is... he's only the same age as me.

It's so sudden, death always is.

Last Posting Of The Year / Postings Of The Year (2007)

2007-12-15T08:03:00.000+08:00

I've to admit. I've been really lazy to blog recently.

I'm not sure if it's my work or the fact that I'm just too plain lazy, but I can't deny the fact that I'm more mellow down this year (ermm.....I'll blame it on my job). Actually, my job requires me to change my attitude towards life, and I'm really glad that there are people in the company that I can really trust. They are so willing to help and take time to guide me, and I'm really thankful for it. I may need to stay back to work longer hours everyday, lots of paperwork to finish, fulfill lots of my customers' demands, but I'm still happy working here. This may not be my dream job, but I'm working with people I'm dying for.

Alright, enough about work stuff already. So here I am, sitting in front of my computer so early on a Saturday morning, typing away which might be the last posting of the year, which I think is nothing compare to last year's list (Click here to check out my previous one). Annnnnnnnnnnnd this year "Postings of The Year" are...............

Childhood Heroes: I've listed some of the movies to look out for in 2007, and I'm glad to say I've survive enough to watch all of them, ......and lots lots more movies that I can count.

Last Goodbye: A peom dedicated to my grandma. I still miss you.

Bad Bad Movie: I've stated in this posting that this movie is the worse of the year. I still stand my ground on that.

16 Years and Beyond: Dedicated to my primary school buddies, whom we still having contact now. Years pass by so fast, one is already engaged and another is going to ROM this month.

Father And Son: Strong words that I'm still impress with. Even use it occassionally to screw others up.

It's Time To Stop: I did it. I finally quit. My last cigarette was two months back. Right now I can not smoke, unless it's social with my friends.

Linkin Park Concert - 13th November 2007: The only main concert I've been to this year. Great.

Creepy Fairytales

2007-12-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

Just came across these really creepy but interesting fairytales from Youtube. I think they only produce three storys; Hansen and Gretel, Blue Beard (Or Beauty and the Beast as we known it), and Cinderella. The first animated story is quite good, the second one is mostly base on mystery, and the last one ends with a happy ending, but in a twisted way. :)

And the videos below are the first, the rest I'm just to lazy to add the links so you guys can just go to Youtube and search for yourself under "世界恐怖童話故事". Don't say I didn't warn you, it's really creepy and not suitable for children under 3 months (What~?!?!?). So enjoy.

Linkin Park Concert - 13th November 2007

2007-11-14T18:38:00.000+08:00

Well, had to say it was the most relaxing Linkin Park concert that I had ever been to, because we can sit on chairs this time, and me and momo went in shorts with slippers, haha. Yup, the previous two concerts (one in KL December 2003, another in Padang at 2004) we had to stand the entire time because we are in the front with the standing crowds. And the audiences consist of people young and old, even kids~!! I guess at least 20 percent of the audiences are children below the age of 17, I guess that only happens in Singapore, as some of their songs are radio friendly. Kids nowadays... (Sigh)....

Gi, me, momo, Vin waiting before the concert

Sadly, this time Linkin Park have less interactions with the audiences, but the lightings for this time is very very good. The visual effects are something they really focus on this time around as previous concert does not includes these. More slow songs from their latest album in the concert, which is another new change from their previous concert. And Singapore fans are less aggressive, more mellow and reserved. It's very hard for us to involve and enjoy in the moment of the concerts, even the standing crowds up front.

But nevertheless, Linkin Park does put on a good show, and during the entire concert I was hating myself for not buying the most expensive tickets. Well, there's always a next time. :)

Baby I'm A Man, I Was Born To Hate.

2007-10-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

One of my favourite songs "A Bad Dream" by Keane, and saw the music video for the first time today. Can say it's a very simple video, but the way it was shot was really very unique and interesting. Reminds me of KoRn's "Coming Undone" music video.

Love the lyrics and love the melody for this song. Hope you guys enjoy it and have a sweet dream tonight.

This Is Not The First Time You Have Seen This Tag If You Are From My Blog Links

2007-10-23T19:35:00.000+08:00

With a tag tag here, and a tag tag there.... the tag virus is going on again. And this time I'm been tag by (at least) Wendy, Kaka & Gingy. It's about time I should know more blog pals so we can circulate this further on. Here we go...

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night? Gingy and her sense of blurness.
2. What were you doing at 0800? On the crowded bus to work with no #$&^&% seats for me.
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Bathing...You want to know more details too??
4. What happened to you in 2006? I had a very good figure with six packs and big biceps back then..... and I'm serious.
5. What was the last thing you said out loud? I can't remember...I always shout in my office.
6. How many beverages did you have today? one good old herbal tea.
7. What color is your hairbrush? Pearl white like fishbone...oh wait.. IT IS fishbone~!
8. What was the last thing you paid for? Taking the bus.
9. Where were you last night? At home waiting for gingy to finish using MY PC to log in Sistic to buy tickets for Jay lor~!! In the end fed up and play with my psp... :P
10. What color is your front door? Light brown I think.
11. Where do you keep your change? wallet la... Ar bo in my armpit meh.
12. What’s the weather like today? Hot.
13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor? Chocolate.
14. What excites you? World peace and harmony...Siao Ah~!! MONEY LA~!!
15. Do you want to cut your hair? Yes...feeling very uncomfortable now.
16. Are you over the age of 25? Yes
17. Do you talk a lot? Sometimes when I'm high or crazy, not when I'm tired.
18. Do you watch the O.C.? No, what's so nice about it??
19. Do you know anyone named Steven? Does Steve count??
20. Do you make up your own words? Sometimes.
21. Are you a jealous person? It depends.
22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’. - Ah Lian.
23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K'- King Arthur.
24. Who’s the first person on your received call list? gingy.
25. What does the last text message you received say? Oh...Hee...
26. Do you chew on your straw? Yes. Especially when I'm hungry.
27. Do you have curly hair? Ahem...It depends where you are talking about. :P
28. Where’s the next place you’re going to? Toilet.
29. Who’s the rudest person in your life? I've met quite a lot.
30. What was the last thing you ate? Cuttlefish rice with spicy dried chilli....Hot like hell.
31. Will you get married in the future? If I say no gingy will kill me.
32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks? Resident Evil 3. Actually that's the ONLY movie I've watch the past 2 weeks.
33. Is there anyone you like right now? Yes. My SONG HUI QIAO~!!!
34. When was the last time you did the dishes? Hmmmm....around 2 years ago.
35. Are you currently depressed? No. But a bit stress about work though.
36. Did you cry today? Almost cry from laughing too much at work.
37. Why did you answer and post this? Three people tag me and you expect me not to post this up?? Ever feels the wrath of women??
38. Tag 5 people who would do this survey. - Cez, Ace(or his mum), Sketch (If you are still alive), Desmond and Brenda.

Let's Welcome The Foo Fighters

2007-10-13T19:37:00.001+08:00

Saw this music video on MTV a few weeks ago, and I'll have to say it's one of the best that I've seen this year. Minority versus authority.

The Pretender - By The Foo Fighters

Stuff Pets Anyone??

2007-10-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

Wow...just found this on Youtube and decide to post it up here. The process of stuffing an animal~!! It's not feeding the animal untill they're full, ..... like my Facebook pet Tofu, ahem....which I've unshamefully mention before. But literally stuffing a rabbit and trying to make it as life like as possible, which I think it's so unique and interesting, and yet unpleasant at the same time.

So before you all blaming me for letting your meals ending up inside your toilet bowl, let me tell you guys this. This video is not suitable for the young, elderly, weak hearted, extreme animal lovers, mentally ill and Bugs Bunny. Don't blame me.

My Pet

2007-10-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

Well since Wendy and Gingy are showing off...erm...I mean displaying their cute little pets from Facebook, think I should also do it too.

Here's my new pet, "Lean Mean Fighting Machine"~!!!!

Don't see him soft like tofu (actually he IS a tofu...and a mouldy grey one too~!!), when he's really piss off you don't want to be the person standing next to him. Though he's a vegetarian, he's good at fighting too. Don't believe vegetarians can fight well?? Then how come Shaolin monks are so good at martial arts?? Whahaha~!!

Alright...I made all that stuff up. My tofu can't fight, there's not even a fighting competition for this game. Tired....sleepy but can't sleep ...............zzzzZZZZZzzzzz.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z

Trying Out Something New Part 2

2007-09-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

Well,... I'm at it again. Changing the blog skin as and when I feel like it. Think this one will last for quite a while, as I realise I need to delete all my previous links and add them up manually again up once I'd change my blog skin. So if anyone found out how to do change the templates without delete the links, please stop letting me be the idiot (like always.... ) and let me know. Thank you.

Found something new on the internet today, and it's call Facebook. Yeah yeah yeah, I know it's been around for some time now and it's not really technically "NEW", but.....whatever....it's new if I say it's new. :P

And so I was playing around with it, and found that it's quite fun too with lots of different applications to use. My favourite was the music challenge. Yup, that was fun. I know some already added me, so anyone who might want to add me please do, I'm not going to bite.... .... well most of the time. :)

P.S. In case you are wondering who that ugly uncle in the picture above is, he's one of Batman's villain named "Two Face".

Trying Out Something New

2007-09-19T21:41:00.000+08:00

Well, after much whipping and beating from momo, I've decided to change my blog skin cause it's really peeling off....get it?? Skin.... and peeling off??....erm...ok ok ...nevermind.

Anyway it's just a test and I'm still trying to get a hang of things around here. Though I don't really like it, it's really much more easier to use anyway. No wonder Wendy keep changing her template so easily, haha~!!

Alright, will try to correct some of the errors and update much more better stuffs. You guys just wait and hang on tight.

Autobots, Transform!

2007-09-09T01:30:00.000+08:00

Saw this test on Cez's blog, and decided to try it out.

Don't think I'm worthy or fit to be Optimus Prime, but it's kind of flattering...you know, when people said that you have lose some weight when you're actually gaining it, that kind of feeling.

Oh well, though I don't really fancy that movie a lot, it's quite an interesting quiz anyway. Check it out guys.

I AM
66%
OPTIMUS PRIME Take the Transformers Quiz

Thank You Thank You... And Whole Load Of Rubbish

2007-09-04T19:29:00.000+08:00

Thank you to those who posted up birthday wishes for me, in their blog. You know who you are, and thank you very much, I really appreciate it.

I'd quite a simple and low profile celebration for my birthday party, to those that are not invited I'm really really sorry about it, because the party is nothing grand at all. There's only two person in the party, me and Gingy, so please don't feel bad guys. :P

And lastly, because my buddies from America can't make it for my birthday party yesterday, they decide to come over and join me on November 13th instead. Yes......

LINKIN PARK IS COMING TO SINGAPORE FOR A CONCERT ON NOVEMBER 13TH 2007~!!!!!!!!!

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And...........................oh ya... David Copperfield is performing here on Nov 2 & 3 too...*Yawn*.

(Yeah yeah....I found out these informations from the last page of "Life!", and I'm not ashame about it~!!)

Gather Together

2007-08-22T20:10:00.001+08:00

This afternoon I recieved a sms from my sister.

"Yeah, I passed my driving!!"

Rather amused to recieve this message from someone who can't even drive a remote control toy car without crashing it.

So I replied, "Great. Now go buy a car and drive me around." Within minutes I recieved another message from her.''

"You go learn (driving now), then we can share (money to buy a) car."

I'm amused again, and really, I'm not a person who's easily amused....well... most of the time. Because we already had countless fights regarding who should use the computer. I knew it's trouble when I decided to pay for the PC, and she will pays for the monthly internet fees. Therefore I replied her.

"Crazy, we can't even share a PC, and yet you want to share a car."

Then while showering a while ago, this incident kept me thinking (I still DO think about rubbish ideas in the bathroom), why is it that some people can't get along for a single second?? And some others can live with each other till ripe old age?? This makes me comes up with a basic list regarding relationships. Though it's not 100% accurate, but well......erm... please entertain me, I'm bored.

1) Together + considerations + forgiveness = Harmony

E.g. This is always happens in the starting of any BGR, and thus there's this phrase call "love is blind". Where you go, what you do, how you do it, blah blah blah...everything is good and ok because of this sweet little tingle feeling insides you. Even if he/she eats noodles with his/her nose looks beautiful.

2) Together - considerations + forgiveness = Arguments
E.g. Ever knew some couples that always quarrels in front of you, and you wish they will end your torture by breaking up, but they don't?? In the end they will always be together and get married, but the same thing happens again and you wish that they will end your torture by killing each other, but they don't?? Well..... erm.... you get my point.

3) Together + considerations - forgiveness = Back stabbers
E.g. This is a classic and good example of office politics. Both colleagues hate each other, but must show a good face in front of other colleagues and bosses, thus acting like everything is normal. I shouldn't write more on this, in case someone I knew thinks I'm writing about her again, which I'm NOT~!!!! By the way, it's not anyone of you from my blog links. You know who you are. (Woooo....mystery woman...wooooo......)

4)Together - considerations - forgiveness = Chairs and knifes flying
E.g. It usually starts with simple mistakes in the house, erm...like washing the dishes. Usually getting one or two quarrels over this are acceptable. The funs begins when over so many years, the same mistakes keeps happening over and over again, untill someone snaps. When that day comes chairs and knife will really flies, even when your house is not haunted.

Alive

2007-08-21T18:53:00.000+08:00

"What makes you stop moving forward??

Is it the sand in your eyes,

or the dirt on your mind??"

"What makes you keep going backwards??

Is it the truth in your lies,

or the sins that you like??"

"What makes us hate each other??

Is it the abuse through time,

or the wars that you tried??"

"What makes us move together??

Is it the strong bonds and ties,

or the needs to survive??"

"Alive" By Perfectwound.

This goes out to all the ignorant, uncivilise and obtuse fools. But of course, no one will even admit that fact, even if you are one.

Thank You And Good Bye

2007-08-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

Firstly, thanks to Curryegg for her 'Awesome Guy Blogger'. She's a kind and sweet girl, really glad to have know her.

Secondly, will be travelling abroad this coming Sat for a week. Hopefully I'm able to come back to show you guys some wonderful pictures taken from the trip...IF I do come back. Sigh.... going oversea is always a chord, when you have all the last minute packing to do.

Lastly, this has nothing to do with anything. But 20 million people already saw this, and most of them think it's funny. To me it's just creepy. I really don't get.

My Weekends... And Movies (Again)

2007-08-05T19:36:00.000+08:00

Watch the Hong Kong action pack movie, Invisible Target yesterday. And it was good.

I rarely praise and like Hong Kong movies cause most of them are crap (no offense... but it's true after the burst of piracy that makes HK's movie industry going downhill). Except for the Infernal Affair movies, this one is the next best "cop and robber" movie that I like so far.

Despite some minor loop holes and errors in the movie, it's still entertaining to watch with all the action and acting from the 3 leading stars of the show. The storyline is good, with some conspiracy thrown in, as they need to find out who is the betrayal, before the baddies get to him first (I'm not telling to spoil it all for you). It also shows the contridiction between good and vicious nature of the bad guys, which I'm suprise to find it in this movie. You guys should really go watch this if you need to one good action movie.

And I've just known the fact that one of my secondary school literature book, which I'd ALMOST wanted to burn on impulse long time ago, is going to be release as a movie soon.

Macbeth by William Shakespeare.

In the style of Romeo + Juliet back in 1996 by director Baz Luhrmann, Macbeth is the same "mordern day with traditional dialogues" movie. I still can't believe I actually took up literature back in those days, and flunk badly. But I really hope it's a good show, well....at least better than the book itself... :P

Super Hamsters

2007-08-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

These two hamsters was bought to office by Joey around a month back. Right now they can do amazing stunts like this...

Cool and cute right?? These two babes need no one to teach them these tricks. I'm so proud and impress by them...

(wow...Now I sound like as if they're really my children...)

Knock Knock...

2007-07-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

WWWAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!!

I'm back... ... again.

To those who miss me dearly and shower me with words of concern... thank you.

To those who hates my guts and curse me with "human-genitals-associating-words" whenever my name was mentioned... screw you.

Well anyway I wasn't summon to another planet to slay some gory aliens, or so busy with my work that I need to stay in office and bath, eat, crap and sleep for the past one month. I'm just plain old lazy to update anything at all (What an lousy but truthful excuse...even my lies are getting lame ove here...).

Really, really...Nothing much happening. Watch my movies as usual, eat as usual, work as usual...except for this....

Another new additional member that just join my workplace....erm....around 3 months ago.

Though it doesn't do much work and likes to sit around on its bump all day long, it's still something that I'll like to look at once in a while. But don't know why it's starting to shift to it's side more recently (hhmmm.....no dirty thoughts....).

Anyway nothing much to update or write down here for the time being. If you wants to do nothing and enjoy (or hate) this song by Muse, please carry on. If you wants to find out more about Jay Chou's most recent events in Singapore, please go away and click at Gingy's blog.

I'm Tagged

2007-06-26T19:38:00.000+08:00

*Smack*~!!!

Kaz just slap her hands across my fatty back. I'm tagged. Let the fun begins... ...

The rules: Each player starts with 7 random facts/habits about themselves. People who are tagged need to write their own blog post with their 7 things as well as these rules. You need to tag 7 others and list their names on your blog. Remember to leave a comment for them letting them know they have been tagged and to read your blog.

1)I'm a hardcore movie freak. Last year alone, I'd watched about 50 movies. That does not include reruns, DVDs, HBO and drama series like Prison Break, Entourage, Heroes, CSI, House MD, My Name is Earl, Little Britain, Family Guy etc, etc, etc....

2) I'm a person who enjoys gory, violences and bloody scenes from TV and movies. I'm always in awe by Hollywood magic... or maybe it was the type of heavy music that I like.

3) The first thing I do every morning is brush my teeth and "Shhh Shhh" at the same time, after that go "Nggg Nggg" while reading the papers (Talk about multi-tasking). And I'm not ashame to write it down here...HA~!!

4) I used to be depressed, anti-social, hot tempered and having suicidal thoughts in my younger days. And that does not felt good at all. Like a shadow that will never leave my side, I still feels a bit moody once in a blue moon.

5) I'm left handed. I always believe that left handed people see things in a different way, and I also choose to believe that left handers are either good in art, logic thinking, or mathematics...or more than one of those. Lucky for me I'm still quite ok in drawing.

6) I used to work as a waiter, renovation worker, puppeteer, cinema ticket seller/ candy bar assistant, sport shop retail assistant, technician and IT customer support, before I landed with this current job. Most of it are part time jobs during school days.

7) I'm.....erm....digging my nose now. :)

I'm hereby tagging.....

1) Ace

2) Brenda

3) Cez

4) Dusty

5) Gingy

6) Rajeev

7) Sketch

Think the rest of the people on my link done it before, or are going to. Enjoy guys.

Nothing.

2007-06-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

Ever got the feeling to blog but nothing to write about down here?? Actually I got nothing to post up over here in my blog. Totally nothing at all. My life is so peaceful and fine these few days, that I've nothing to complain or compare about my work, social and private life.

Nope. Nothing at all. Nil. Zero. Kosong. Ling. None.

Think I may go into a 'blog-hybernating' mode for the next few days....or maybe weeks....or maybe months....or maybe just a few hours.....ahhh whatever.

Meanwhile enjoy this. Unbelievable.

Leave Out All The Rest

2007-06-07T19:24:00.001+08:00

"Leave Out All The Rest" by Linkin Park

"...When my time comes

Forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some

Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me

And when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest..."

It's All In Your Mind

2007-06-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

Just went for a jog. Came back home really tired, so tired I could just lay in my wonderful bed and zzzzzzz right now. It's been almost a year since I had really exercise, and the jog almost kill me. But deciding to quit all my bad habits is finale, and I don't want to look back.

Both my parents are diabetics, and the chance of me getting it is really high. But thinking of cutting down my favourite food like prata, Burger King's mushroom swiss burger, bubble tea, red meat, etc etc.......seems so hard to do. Nevertheless, I'd quit smoking already, so this shouldn't be hard for long. As I always says, 'It's all in your mind'.

Well, one jogging session down, thousands more to go. Anyone wants to join me for jogging sessions at Tampines?? Whahaha~!!

2 Movies And A Game...

2007-05-31T09:17:00.000+08:00

Ogres with no hair.

Nothing much to do on this holiday, not much plan except going to watch Shrek 3 later. Hope it's a nice movie, well... it better be a nice movie, cause Century Cineplex (the movie threatre that I always goes to) only show 2 movies and Shrek 3 is one of them while the other is Pirates which I'd watched. Come to think of it, it's actually quite ridiculous to show only 2 MOVIES out of 6 THEATRES~!!! Stupid...........

Ogres with too much hair playing Starcraft.

Started to play Starcraft again, cause heard that Starcraft 2 will come out early next year. So have to 'revise' my skills and get familiar with the game again. That means I may need to upgrade my PC too if I want to play Starcraft 2, which I estimated to be around SGD $900 plus plus. (All this upgrade just to play a game?? Am I crazy or what???).

Saw the papers today and found out there's a Singaporean actor acting in the next Batman movie. What I'm actually excited about isn't the Singaporean actor acting in it, but in fact that there's going to be another Batman movie :) (The Dark Knight ....Yeah~!!) I'm glad they have finally change the style of Batman movies since Batman Returns. It's darker, more realistic, more convincing, more stylist than the other Batman movies like Batman and Robin (CLICK ME~!!) & Batman Forever (PLEASE CLICK ME TOO~!!!). These movies are so cheesy that it's stupid. Nevertheless I'm so curious how Joker (Play by Heath Ledger) will look like, and Two Face will appear too.... Ohhhh....I can't wait.

Hands Held High

2007-05-27T12:40:00.000+08:00

Turn my mic up louder,I got to say somethin.

Lightweights steppin' aside,when we comin.

Feel it in your chest,the syllables get pumpin.

People on the street,they panic and start running.

Words on loose leaf,sheet complete coming.

I jump on my mind,I summon the rhyme of dumping.

Feeling the blind,I promise to let the sun in.

Sick of the dark ways,we march to the drumming.

Jump when they tell us they want to see jumping.

Fuck that, I want to see some fist pumping.

Risk something.Take back what's yours

Say something that you know they might attack you for

cause I'm sick of being treated like I have before.

Like it's stupid standing for what I'm standing for.

Like this war is really just a different brand of war.

Like it doesn't cater to the rich and abandoned the poor.

Like they understand you in the back of the jet,

When you can't put gas in your tank.

These fuckers are laughing their way to the bank

and cashing their cheque asking you to have compassion

and to have some respect

for a leader so nervous in an obvious way

Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay

and the rest of the world watching at the end of the day

in the living room laughing like what did he say?

In my living room watching, but I am not laughing.

'Cause when it gets tense,I know what might happen.

The world is cold,The bold men take action.

Have to react,To getting blown into fractions.

10 years old is something to see,

Another kid my age dragged under a jeep,

Taken and bound and found later under a tree,

I wonder if he even thought the next one could be me.

Do you see? The soldiers that are out today.

That brush the dust with bulletproof vests away.

It's ironic. At times like this you pray,

But a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday.

There's bombs in the buses, bikes, roads,

inside your markets,your shops, your clothes,

My dad, he's got a lot of fear I know

but enough pride inside not to let that show.

My brother had a book he would hold with pride

A little red cover with a broken spine.

In the back he hand wrote a quote inside,

when the rich wage war, it's the poor who die.

Meanwhile, the leader just talks away

Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay

and the rest of the world watching at the end of the day

both scared and angry like what did he say?

With Hands Held High

into a sky so blue

as the ocean opens up

to swallow you.

Free Hugs Singapore

2007-05-27T11:49:00.000+08:00

Saw this interesting video on youtube and can't resist posting it here. Such simple gestures can mean so much for someone who's down and out. No man is an island, and we all need a hug every now and then, especially in the world we are living in now........Erm.....er...... Think I better stop writing before I get all mushy and touchy( eeeeeewwww....~!!!)

Anyway enjoy this video (and nice song too).

Minutes To Midnight

2007-05-21T19:09:00.000+08:00

While listening to their latest album, it gaves me this mix feelings about the Linkin Park now. From the way they dress now and the way 'Shadow Of The Day' is composed, it really left a mark like they want to be the next U2.

Anyway they really succeed in their goal for the latest album, which is to sound totally different from their previous songs. After listening to the album everyday for the past week, I still can't figure out whether it's a good or bad move for them to sound this way. Sure there's still songs that are heavier ('Given Up', 'No More Sorrow'), softer ('Leave Out All The Best', 'Shadow Of The Day', 'Valentine's Day') , soft alternative, and some rap songs with Mike Shinoda in it. But it's totally shearing away from their past images and going in another different direction, which hardcore loyal fans of their nu-metal music may not get into.

But one thing I like about this album is the lyrics, with a few songs getting more political and rising awareness of things like war happening around us, which I think is important.

Nevertheless, it's a bold and daring move by Linkin Park for making the changes. Meanwhile enjoy this heavy track 'No More Sorrow', which is one of my personal favourites from their lastest record.

Come On

2007-05-07T20:22:00.000+08:00

I'm a sad, pathetic, pain-inflicting, confused, sorrow addicting, emotion disordering, mood dsyfunctioning, violent loving piece of bloody crap.

So sick and tired of things right now. Can't imagine the best things and feelings in my life now only exist when I'm at work. Guess it's time to make a stand. Stand up against the things going wrong around me. Stand up against the man who think he's almighty. How can I ever forget that.

P.S. I'm suppose to write a review or something on Spiderman 3, but I guess most of you out there already watched it. Anyway I find the show sucks. IT SUCKS~!!!
(Please cheer for me as it takes a lot of courage and determination for someone whos a Spidey fan since young to say the movie is a letdown.)

So Hard...

2007-05-02T19:58:00.000+08:00

It ain't no fun lying down to sleep

And there ain't no secrets left for me to keep

I wish the stars up in the sky

Would all just call in sick

And the clouds would take the moon out

On some one-way trip

I drove all night down streets that wouldn't bend

But somehow they drove me back here once again

To the place I lost at love, and the place I lost my soul

I wish I'd just burn down this place that we called home

It would all have been so easy If you'd only made me cry

And told me how you're leaving me

To some organ grinder's lullaby

It's hard, so hard - it's tearing out my heart

It's hard letting you go

Now the sky, it shines a different kind of blue

And the neighbor's dog don't bark like he used to

Well - me, these days

I just miss you - it's the nights that I go insane

Unless you're coming back for me

That's one thing I know that won't change

It's hard, so hard - it's tearing out my heart
It's hard letting you go

Now some tarot card shark said I'll draw you a heart

And we'll find you somebody else new

But I've made my last trip to those carnival lips

When I bet all that I had on you

It's hard, it's hard, it's hard, so hard

It's hard letting you go

It's hard, so hard, it's tearing out my heart

But it's hard letting you go

Hmmmm.....Or Is It Really??

2007-04-25T21:05:00.000+08:00

You guys know how it feels like when you blame someone then found out actually you are in the wrong??

Or slap and scold your kids in a fit of anger, then found out the stain on the curtains is not their doings??

Or things like accusing your best friends for back stabbing you, and screw him/her upside down before you realise that it was you yourself overreacting??

Ya, feels like an idiot or a fool huh??

That's how I'm feeling now. Feeling like an idiot for accusing Blogger for something that can be done, but I didn't found it. All thanks to Wendy for telling me my mistakes and make me looks like an idiot. Thanks a lot, Wendy~!! Yah, thanks a lot~!!

Guess I'm going to be stuck at this website for quite some time. Anyway it's quite a good place to blog anyway....hmmm..... or is it really??

PS: In case you guys are wondering why am I confessing my mistakes and offer an public apology to no one in particular except Blogger, it's because I'm a man that admits my mistakes. Other assumptions like; Blogger decides to sue me due to my most previous postings , or Blogger administration stuffs have manage to hack into my account sucessfully and writing this on their own perspective opinions, or even the fact that agents from CIA that are send by Blogger are pointing their guns at me are totally untrue and therefore these assumptions are not to be taken seriously.....hmmm..... or is it really??

Head Full Of Anger

2007-04-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

I'm just so f*****g pissed off about blogger now. Been trying to change the perfect layout templates that I want but can't find any. Whole full load of craps, and right now I'm struck with this idiotic template that only the new customise layout can accept.

The rest that I fancy can't even make it to the preview page in Blogger. Shitheads. Bloody Shitheads~!! And to think there are millions and millions of bloggers out there, and yet I can't find one templates that I like that will fit into this new stupid Beta version of Blogger in the past three hours. The stupid 'XML code error' keeps popping out like no one bloody business. And my chatbox is gone, so are my Vodpod videos link, and some of my other banner too. And that really piss me off big time, damn it. WTF~!!!

Putting up this template is like wearing some retro outfits and shopping in Orchard Road. Everyone is looking at you, and you know you look stupid too because you are indeed looking stupid.

So F*****g pissed off.

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SGD $19.00 +++

2007-04-18T19:03:00.000+08:00

SGD $19.00.

That's the price for a plate of Hainanese chicken rice I had last night.

Thanks to my overseas colleague from Austria, Peter, that I'm able to taste such delicious, mouth watering, and not to mention expensive dish from a restaurant call Chatterbox located in Orchard. For $19 bucks, it's sufficient to buy me six packets of normal chicken rice from any Ah Beng or Ah Seng coffeeshop. It's a really wonderful meal for me (also not to mention it's free too, whahahahaha~!!!)

So wonderful that I can't resist to let the whole world knows that I had taken such an expensive dish for dinner.

So wonderful that I must brag... oops I mean blog about it here and let you guys know it too.

Damn it, if I had thing my way I won't be called Perfectwound anymore if I really want to.

Call me "The Man That Once Ate A Plate of Expensive Hainanese Chicken Rice That Cost Singapore Nineteen Dollars Plus Plus Plus And Can't Get Over It For The Rest of His Life". (TMTOAAPEHCRTCSNDPPPACGOIFTRHL)????

Erm....nevermind.

Ahhhhhh.........the chicken rice..... slurp slurp

Coming Soon

2007-04-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

Linkin Park's latest album is coming out 15th May. Can't wait.....really can't wait any longer. Heard the music is not going to be as heavy as their pervious albums this time, as they are abandoning the nu-metal styles of music they played before. After watching their music video for "What I've Done", I think they are really change and seems like another U2. But nevertheless it's till too early to judge their music now. Wow with Spiderman 3, Pirates of the Carribean 3 and now LP's album coming all at the month of May, think it's going to be the most anticipating month of this year for me. yipee...

Yet somehow I don't sound so happy...hmmm....

Team Hoyt

2007-04-07T17:23:00.000+08:00

Saw this youtube video from Mervyn's Blog and can't resist to post it up here, for this is one of the most touching stories I've known. It really put me to shame just by watching this video alone. What more can I complain when all the things I need are right here with me.

Life is a great and long rocky uphill slope, but never stop fighting and keep moving on.

Hi Bye

2007-04-05T19:03:00.000+08:00

Goodbye...though it's not long, more or less I'll definitely miss this place.

Hello...Don't know what new things I will face this time, but I don't care. Bring it on~!!

It's Time To Stop

2007-04-04T18:13:00.000+08:00

If I had know it was so hard to quit smoking, I won't smoke in the first place at all. Man, it was so hard to keep those stupid and irritating thoughts of picking up a cigarette out of my mind. It's like those thoughts will keep popping up once every half a second. I'm serious man, it's that often. Remember back in the days when you had your first crush on someone else and you kept thinking about him/her every seconds of the day?? Well, quitting smoking is like that,.... multiples by three. And I'm not going into the details like lack of concentration, headaches, drownsiness, difficulties in breathing and so on.

But now as time goes by, I manage to 'trick' myself and be nicotine-free for five days. Yes, FIVE FREAKING DAYS~!!! No nicotine patches, no holding of pen, no chewing gums, nothing~!! Just plain old cold turkey style. (You non smokers think it's easy?? Try not brushing your teeth for five days and let's see how you'll handle it.)

For me I can't think of 'Quit Smoking', I must think of 'Not Smoking'. For 'Quit Smoking' is something i haven't try and seems foreign to me, but 'Not Smoking' is basically,..... well....erm.....not smoking at all. I don't know if you guys know the difference, as long as I do it's enough. HA~! But I know, it's a constant battle throughout my whole life and I shouldn't be so cocky about it yet. Well, five days down, 5000 more days to go. And I thanks Grandma for lending me her strength in helping me for not smoking. Though you are not here by my side, you are still the main reason for me quitting. Thank you, Grandma. :)

Last Goodbye

2007-03-27T11:46:00.000+08:00

Come Back

"You taught me how to sing a song,
And told me what is right from wrong.

You saw my smiles that brighten my days,

And tears from fears that I couldn't say.

But now you have gone to somewhere new,

A place so fine with beautiful views.

But you left too early, with things unsaid,

You left the world by laying in that bed.

I miss you Grandma, I really do,

Why must I be fortune's fool?

A thousand tears can't drown my pain,

For your love is the thing that keeps me sane.

Come back now Grandma, I beg of you,

A part of me just went with you."

-by Perfectwound

Grandma

01/01/1932 - 26/03/2007

You will always be here in my heart

It's A Blog Life

2007-03-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

Bad Bad Movie

2007-03-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

Catch the movie Pathfinder just now, and it really sucks. The directing is so so, the editing is bad, the acting is barely acceptable, the special effects and CGs are terrible, not to mention the bad quality of the film. Think the only good thing about this movie is the poster, which I like a lot. Normally I won't grade a movie with such a bad review, but really if you people out there don't believe me, well too bad.

Spoiler Start
There's this scene where the vikings (that's the bad guys) came to this place and sense the enemies (that's the good guys) are nearby. The leader then told everyone to put out their touches as not to alert the good guys. Then in the next scene, this good guy was about to hanky panky with the girl that he likes, when he heard this horn sound made by the enemies. Come on~!! You put out the fire as not to let the other party knows that you are here, and yet you sound the horn like the enemies are all deaf?? WTF~?!?! It's the same as telling someone that smoking is bad yet you are happily puffing away. Double standards, get it??
Spoiler End

Really sad to say, this is the worse movie I'd watched so far for this year. With the strong storyline and plots for this movie, I really expect at least some efforts. Some parts of the show are really ridiculously stupid, like when the hero never miss a single throw at the enemies. And the vikings wears eye shadows all the times. Come on, I'd skip my dinner for this show. I suggest that you people don't skip meals just to catch this movie like me. If you have time to catch a movie, watch other movies. If you have watch all movies but this, watch the people at the ticketing booth, it's more interesting than watching Pathfinder.

16 Years And Beyond

2007-03-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

I had a dream

Strange it may seems

It was my perfect day

Open my eyes

I realize

This is my perfect day

Hope you never grow old

Hope you never grow old...

Me and my buddies been together since primary school, and it was 16 years ago that we first met. Thought we had our own stubborn character,different attitude towards life, and once in a while some heated arguments, we still respect each other's decisions and let no grudge came between us.

I hope our friendships will still go on strong 10 years, 20 years, or even 50 years down the road. Thank you all for the pain, the laughters, the tears and mostly, the concerns. Cheers to my buddies.

Prepare For Glory~!

2007-03-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

Catch the movie "300" yesterday, and it was almost what I'm expecting. Partly because I'd read the comics before the movie (which I think is a bad bad bad choice that I knew what will happen), and some camera shots are just the exact versions of the comic. But there are still some new addition ideas and concepts for the movie, which doesn't surprise me much either.

Nevertheless I still find it a good movie, or maybe I had expected too much out of this one, which I had waited eagerly since last year. But after the show I really admire the Spartans courageous, fearless, invincible, and 'never say die' attitude. It almost made me want to take a knife and stab somebody in the gut. 300 is definitely another underdog story thats added to my favourite movie lists. (I still can't figure out why I'm such a sucker for underdog stories.)

Father And Son

2007-03-06T18:25:00.000+08:00

In the movie Rocky Balboa, Rocky said these to his son.

"...Then the time comes for you to be your own man and take on the world, and you did. But somewhere along the line, you changed. You stop being you. You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you're no good. And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow.

Let me tell you something you already know, the world ain't all sunshines and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me or nobody is gonna hit as hard in life.

But it ain't about how hard you hit. It's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now if you know what you're worth go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers and say, you ain't where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody! Cowards do that and that ain't you! You're better than that!"

Such simple, strong, wise and powerful words. It's one of those phrases in many movies that will make me think about my life over and over again.

Man, I love this movie.

Huh??

2007-03-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

These incidents are really classic. But it's happening almost daily in my life.

My sister forgot to take her house keys out and ask me to message her when I'm reaching home. Being a good brother like I always am (*ahem*), that's what I did when I'm walking home. So later, I was checking my mails in my room when the door knock. I knew it was my sister cause no one knocks at my house anymore. There's a thing called doorbell invented some centuries ago (I think...), and my poor sister living in THE SAME HOUSE FOR MORE THAN TWO DECADES doesn't seems to realise the fact that the invention was installed successfully about 20 years ago. I open the door and saw her (surprise...surprise).

My Sis: "Xia si ren ar...". (Translation: "You scared me to death")

Me: "Huh????"

I'm not holding any knifes or sharp objects, nor am I wearing an apron with blood smear all over it. I don't know what came over her to have that remark processed from her brain to her mouth. She SMS me to open the door for her when she reach, yet she was shock out of her guts when I open the door. Who was she expecting?? Brad Pitt?? hmmm.... women are funny.

After some useless conversations about me shooing her out if she's not interested in coming in, she offers me some food and ask me if I want some. Being the good brother like I am (*AHEM*), I took the plastic bag and see what the servant...I mean my sister, bought.

One curry puff, and one popiah.... that was her dinner (poor girl). I chose the popiah when she ask me to take either one of them.

My Sis: "Why you take the popiah?? You take the curry puff la."

Me: "HUHHHH?????"

She want me to choose either one, so I did. Then she try to be funny again when she wants to eat the popiah instead. Then why in the almightly-galaxy-there's-one-solar-system-and-the-third-rock-from-the-sun-called-earth-aka-world she ask me to choose IN THE FIRST PLACE??? Hmmm....women are strange and funny.

In case you are wondering, she's reaching thirty this year. Yup, she's my OLDER sister, not YOUNGER sister. That's just some pathetic and funny (strange too~!) stories happening while staying with her. Sad.....but true.

P.S. Guys out there... don't think too much....you know what I mean.

Wah Lau....Thanks A Lot

2007-03-01T19:48:00.000+08:00

Was suppose to blog about something yesterday but can't post up any pictures. Thanks a lot, blogger.

Wanted to write about everything in my life, and nothing at all, cause there's really nothing much to wirte about. Thanks a lot, boring life.

Wanted to upgrade my MSN, but there's something wrong with my internet connections. Downloading the 17 MB file remind me of the past.......the part while I'm still using 56k modem. Thanks a lot, internet connection.

Wanted to change my blog song cause my blog keeps changing into some stupid pirated chinese mp3 website once the song plays. Thanks a lot, blog song.

Meanwhile you guys can still visit my blog and check out the new music from Sounds Of Slience. It's a nice and meaningful music. Make sure you guys tune up the volume cause it's a really nice track. If you can't hear anything it's ok, cause it's call 'Nothing'. Really, it's nothing at all.

Ain't that the most enchanting music to your ears??

Ignore me....really...

These Are Sooo Funny~!!

2007-02-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

These clips I found on Youtube are so funny that I need to post it up here. Hope you guys can just relax and enjoy. (p.s. please turn off my blog music when you are watching these...the blog music is quite depressing and sentimental, therefore not suitable for laughing matters... :P )

Here We Go Again

2007-02-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

I'm sick. Down with flu and irritating coughs that sounds like my lungs will collapse any minute. Coincidentally, I'm also down with the same sickness for last year's Valentine Day. Seems like it's going to set a tradition for me. Hmm....have to wait for next year to see if I'm really jinx on V Day.

As much as I would like to avoid shopping malls or crowds during the Chinese New Year period, my line of duty at work requires me to visit them as often as I hate to. It's not that I have something against CNY. I really like the atmostphere during this festive season as it symbolise a new beginning (not to mention the new, crisp, dollar bills in my red packets given to me), but what irritates me the most was the music, or songs that are playing everywhere. No offense to all (especially CNY songs makers) but it seems like over the years as I grow older, the Chinese New Year spirits seems to be getting dull as well. At first I couldn't find an answer for this, then over the years I found the answer. It was the CNY songs.

Again I have nothing against anything, except CNY songs. It seems like almost every songs is about getting richer, with lots of food on the diner table, prosperities, getting healthier; and so on. With the Dong, dong, long, dong qiang here and there (What does that means anyway??), it really seems that chinese are only concern about personal gains and materialistic stuffs. What happens to all the 'forgive and forget', 'letting go of old grudges' and 'taking care of the less fortunate' spirits??

Don't believe me, go ask a group of kids and ask them what they are looking forward most in CNY. Chances of them telling you that red packets, tibits and wearing new clothes are top of their list, are quite high. (I know... cause I'm one of them when I'm their age.)

Maybe it's just me. But seems that over the years as the world changes, so did our festive values.

I Love My Job...Do I?? (Part 2)

2007-02-05T19:45:00.000+08:00

Always think it's troublesome to upload something on my blog, especially pictures taken from my handphone. Since I have loads of time and nothing really good to do today, will update these pictures taken when I'm working. Yes, all these are taken during my work time and mostly during office hours for the past 3 months.

I came, I saw, I shoot~!!

(Clumsily took out my w800i and took this blur pics in the cab while passing by.)

Taken from Golden Shoes Complex carpark...or is it Golden Shoes Centre?? Ahh..whatever. It's that place where they have nice hawker centre located on 2nd level.

One of my personal favourites.

Taken at Expo last year while coming outdoors to take a break.

One of my dream bike, owned by my colleague, Stv.

It's so big that he looks like riding a bull when he's on it. hahaha~!!

Sentosa, very very low tide. Taken this year.

Took the Sentosa Express and I'm so close that I can't take the full view.

Some more so near to Merlion's butt.

Ahh...another nice picture taken from my W800i. On Sentosa Express from Vivocity to Sentosa.

Think this was taken around X'mas period at Esplanade. They will ask people that passes by to write wishes on the big balloons.

So being a Kpo I wrote this down. Seems like the standard answers for any Miss Universe pageant. Oh yeah, I know my handwriting sucks...I'm a doctor wannabe. :)

Taken at Bontanic Garden few weeks back. The trees there are HUGE~!! The pics there are the hardest to take, cause I need to walk for 15 minutes to my location carrying more than 7 kg loads...alone~!! (*GASP*)

Look at how big the plants are~!! I'm so amazed by all these that even the tourists there finds me weird when I "WAH~!!" here & there.

Think I have a good job?? Well, this is the only good (and also bad) part about my job. Sometimes I can even travel north, south, east, west and central parts of S'pore all in one day. I love my job....do I ???

I Still Have A Heart

2007-02-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

Went to visit Grandma yesterday, and another special guest arrived before I did. My Fifth Aunt flew all the way from Australia back here to visit my grandma (aka her mum). It's an annual thing for her so we only get to see her once every year around Jan or Feb. I always like her a lot, cause she's very caring and always showing concern towards everyone around her, not to mention that she always stood up for me when I'm the target of my sister and my cousins a long way back (that was when I'm still a dark chubby little boy) and she's the one that will tell us to play nice.

So with her around back then, I can almost get away with ANYTHING... (Well, the adults would blame her rather than me if I did something wrong, since shes older anyway... hahahaha~!!) She's currently doing her Honours in Monash University right now. Hope she can finally finish her thesis that's been dragging for a few years soon. All the best to you, Fifth Aunt~!!

My Grandma & my chubby, boylish Fifth Aunt (P.S. My Grandma gave birth to her when she was 39~!!)

As for my grandma, she's looking more tired and weary after numerous visits to NUH. I also found out that her back aches most of the time when I chat with her and laying down on bed won't do her much good either. Her kidneys was already in bad condition, and her heart is giving her problems too. The doctor says that they will concentrate more on healing her heart instead of her kidney if things don't turn out well in future. When other people that you care are in pain, what can you do??

I knew I can't do much, except cheering her up with my broken hokkien accent and heed her advices from something in my life. Do take care and recover well, grandma.

Unfillial

2007-01-31T21:32:00.000+08:00

Grandma is hospitalize again, for up to countless times in the last three months. I won't even dream of saying this in the past, but please, if there's an almighty being out there somewhere in this universe like my grandma believe in, please bless her soul and let her recover, and rid her of all the sickness that plague her.

I'm an unfillial grandson, for I had never make her well and help her in anyway to make her illness lessen.

I'm an unfillial grandson, for I should be visiting her more often instead of working.

I'm an unfillial grandson, for the year I was born was the year she was dignostic with diabetes.

Sometimes I find it easier to blame myself for something that I can't control.
Rather than blame myself for things that I can.

Get well soon, Grandma. For you are the first woman I love with my heart.

If I Were You...

2007-01-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

You seem to find the dark, when everything is bright.

You look for all thats wrong, instead of all thats right.

Does it feel good to you to rain on my parade?

You never say a word unless its to complain, its driving me insane.

If I were you, holding the world right in my hands.

The first thing I'd do, is thank the stars for all that I have.

If I were you.

Look what surrounds you, now more than you ever dreamed.

Have you forgotten just how hard it used to be?

So whats it going to take for you to realize,

It all could go away, in one blink of an eye.

It happens all the time.

Hmmm.....nice song.

Childhood Heroes

2007-01-24T19:31:00.000+08:00

Wanted to post this up a looong time ago, but really don't have the time to do it (or maybe I'm just bloody lazy~!!)... Guess there's quite a lot of good movies coming out this year, and the most recently movie I'd watched was Apocalypto. Man it was GOOD~!! So good that I was thinking of watching it again right after the show ended, and the movie got everything I like; blood, gore, body part chopped off, a good storyline, and most important....an underdog story (don't know why, but I always love a good underdog movie, overcoming all odds and stuff). And so here they are, my childhood heroes coming to a theatre near you, very very soon. (Too bad Sesame Street won't be hitting the big screen soon....hahaha~!)

Spiderman 3

Sort of an underdog during his younger days, with worries of a normal teenager. Here comes the 3 installment of the famous Marvel comic book. Been a fan of him (& Venom) since I was in secondary school watching his cartoon and stuffs. Hope this time Venom really appears (not the dark suit, but Eddie Brocks, the real Venom). Oh ya, anyone want to buy an authentic poster of spiderman 3 like the one above, double-sided, in good condition, pleae let me know. I got lobang. :)

Transformers

"Transformers, ... more than meets the eye".

Who can forget that catchy phrase from the hit 80's cartoon show from America. Been surfing the net for info about this movie, but I think this live adaptation of the cartoon will be a letdown. The robots are totally different from the originals as what we saw from tv, Megatron & Optimus Prime are too 'over-expose', it will be a total disappointment for die hard fans. I won't be putting too much hope into this one, as there's a lot more human actors too.

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

Another nice cartoon from the late 80's, the show that made famous the word "Cowabanga" (I still don't know what it meant till now...) are final coming on the big screen again after some flops, this time it's an animated version instead of live action, and there will be no Shredder (Gasp~!!!), the arch enemy of the turtles. From what I see from the posters and trailers, they seens like some malnutrition turtles with skinny limbs, or rather, from some views they look like frogs with corsets on.

That's all for now, and here are some movies that I WON'T miss for this year. Hmm....sometimes I felt blessed for living till now... so that I can continue watching good movies. :P

Ghost Rider

Grindhouse,

Hannibal Rising

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

The Hills Have Eyes 2

Hostel Part II

Meet the Robinsons

The Number 23

Ocean's Thirteen

Pirates of the Caribbean: At Worlds End

Shrek the Third

The Simpsons Movie

300,

... and many more~!!

Oh My God~!!!!!

2007-01-17T19:08:00.000+08:00

Look at this~!!! Mask Rider Black~!! Still remember watching it during my childhood days on some Malaysia channel, even though it's dub in malay and I don't understand a shit about it...but just watching the action alone was already enough. Sadly, I missed the final episode due to my grandpa's funeral (sad for my grandpa, not about the show).

Oh well, it's just a children TV show anyway, and I'd totally outgrown it.
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OH MY GOD~!!! LOOK~!!!! MASK RIDER BLACK~!!! (ok ok,...enough is enough)

This Means War???... You Tell Me

2007-01-13T00:26:00.000+08:00

Some things have let me wondering about the world today. Things have change a lot and pace of our living are getting faster over the years. Some are trying to grip on to the sand of time, while some are still not comfortable with the world today. So is it wrong to keep up with the time?? Or is it right to dwells in the past?? If you know yourself well, I'm sure you'll know which type you are.

1) People who don't really cares or bothered by the change of times, as the world they live in won't really be affected by it. They just want to live a peaceful life or the life they want. (e.g. My grandma...God bless her.)

2) People that holds on to time and make full use of every minutes in their daily living. Accept changes willingly. Cherish time and look forward to the future, as to them time is important. May it be in pursue of financial gain or spiritually. (e.g. My boss...and my good friend Ah Ren.)

3)People that are trying to live a normal life, have basic plannings for the future, enjoying the present, and appreciate or accept the past. Will adapt to changes to this world slowly but surely, and embrace other cultures, respect others' thinking. (e.g. My 5th Aunt in Melbourne.)

4) People who live in the past and hates changes. They always admire or cherish their past, but soon to neglect the future. Usually don't tolerate people from (2) and (3) as they don't want to move on forward, therefore uncomfortable with people moving on. Afraid of changes, as they are weak to uncertainties and unpredictable issues.

Maybe I'd left out some more types of people. But that's all I can think of. So what type are you?? And which type do you despise or unable to accept the most??

................. How about you tell me.

The Good, The Bad, And The Extreme

2007-01-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

The Good: Personality Test

Your score on this personality test was 73%

Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural lead, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

The Bad: "Are You Capable Of Killing" Test

Probability of killing, 60%

You have probably seen death. You watch too many horror flicks, play too much violent videogames, or probably exposed to death by where you live. or maybe you have lots of problems with enemies or have little self-esteem. The factors add up that you need to avoid situations or people that could push you to that point.

Are you capable of killing

And The Extreme: "Choose Your Death" Test

Choose your Death! Your Result: Suicide You will reach a very happy time in your life (This summer) & your going to fall in-love. But very thing is going to crash down and your going to be depressed. But you also have other deaths lined up as well---watch out!
Death in the shower
Murder!
In your sleep
Car Accident
Killed by suprise
Your a surivior
Death in a crowd
Choose your Death! See All Our Quizzes

I Love My Job...Do I??

2007-01-10T21:06:00.000+08:00

My job requires me to travel a lot.
My job requires me to visit quite a lot of famous night spot.
My job requires me to work late sometimes.
My job requires me to learn a lot of new things.
My job requires me to carry some loads to other places sometimes.
My job requires me to be nice to others.

They say, love your job and you don't need to work a day in your whole life.
Well, I hate my job.
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Ok, I love and hate my job.

Last Posting Of The Year / Postings Of The Year

2006-12-31T14:23:00.000+08:00

Goodbye my lover...And this bear is not even mine...it's Bryan's. But how's my butt??

Finally the year is over, and it's a year full of ups and downs for me. To pay tributes to the year 2006, I'll highlight some previous postings of mine in this year which I found interesting or special to me. Meanwhile I've got to start practising (and remember to) writing 2007 instead of 2006. =) (If you have problem reading some of the words from the posting below, it's because I'd change the template before and some of the words will read chinese characters instead...stupid blog...)

1) My First Time (My first blog entry....yeah~!!)

2) We're in deep shit now (My first life and death encounter)

3) Hi, My Name Is... (What my nick really means... you guys better check it out before coming up with some funny theories about it)

4) Fucked Up (I still don't understand how I'm able to rhymes all these stuffs in the past...)

5) The Passion Of Fruits (This is really embarrassing...but I think it's funny too.)

6) Introduction (Started to draw my first online comic strip in my blog...but sort of gave up when I'd no time for them)

7) Crazy Bastard (Sometimes I even amuse myself for being so bold.)

8) Movie Freak (A lot of movies I had watched this year...and to date I think I had watch more than 70 movies just this year alone. Wow...Am I the only one boosting up the movie industry here?? )

9) Life And Death (Wow....A Sony PSP~!!! Need I say more??)

Oh well, I guess that's about it. Goodbye 2006, hello 2007. Hope that next year will be a better one for me. And to you guys out there, HAPPY NEW YEAR & SELAMAT HARI HAJI~!!!!

My Points Of Views

2006-12-21T11:53:00.000+08:00

The process is unbearable....

*Had diarrhoea yesterday, and went to the toliet at least five times. Had to go see a doctor when I can't take it anymore (by then my legs are already shaking...and my butts are quite sore from the rubbing of...erm... I'll spare you all the details). Still don't know the cause of my diarrhoea, because the night before I and my gf had the same food for dinner in some restaurant at Vivocity, and she's perfectly ok. Maybe it's the cheese cakes I had after the dinner. Damn it man, I'll try not to go there again.

*These few days been raining like there's no tomorrow. Since almost everyone I know talk about it, and unless you are living in some caves hybernating to conserve energy, you should know the damage done by all this raining. Heard the news yesterday that it's going to affect the CNY for next year too (think it's the flower business thingy...I can't remember as I wasn't paying attention...as always)

* Saw the news on TV and the famous Chinese cross-talk master, Ma Ji, died of heart attack yesterday morning. I'm quite a fan of him and his well known student (I forgotten his name) back when I'm still in primary school. Those are the days when I laugh my arse off on Saturday night watching their cross-talk shows on TV. Thank you for bringing so many laughters and tears (tears of joy) into my life.

* The papers today just announce that Beastie Boys will be here for a concert on Feb next year. Still don't know if I will be going, cause I'm not really a big fan of them. Even if I'm going, it's hard for me to find buddies or friends that I knew that will go with me. (I had to talk to Gi till my tongue went numb, to convince him to go with me to the Slipknot concert last year...). That's one thing I like about concerts, not everyone you like will come to your country and do a gig, so it's better to cherish everyone of them and try to attend the ones I like, cause you don't know when they will come and perform again.

Complaining About Complains

2006-12-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

What's happening to our world now?? Maybe I should put it this way...What's happening to Singapore now?? And why do they always like to complain about everything?? It's not to say that I'm not a Singaporean and I've no complaints of my own, but when I glance at some newspaper forums, it seems that most people have something to say about everything...or maybe NOTHING at all.

Lone customers occupying tables for four or more in fast food joints or food court...Got complaint.

Sharp edges in food court and some kid got injured...Got complaint.

People don't give up seats in MRT and buses...Kanna complaint.

People who smokes...Complaint.

Lovers showing affection in public areas. HA~! What else but complaint.

People don't give ways to alighting passengers in MRT...(Yawn...) ya ya...complaint.

And the stupid list goes on and on and on and on........

I not saying that I won't be pissed off or irritated if I'm one of the victims listed above, as I'd say before, I'm no saint myself, oh wait...let me repeat that, I'm NOT a saint. I make mistakes too, just like everyone of us. But I'll let it pass and move on onces it over...get it?? MOVE ON SINGAPOREANS~!!!! Bearing it inside when these kind of things happen, and let it out when you reach home and type an email to the public is not moving on, it's call holding a grudge (I'm not talking about the english movie version of Ju-On...).

Even if you do voice out in the papers or forums about these kind of small trivia stuffs, do you really expect the almighty government, or rather, anyone to do something about that?? You are only making yourself happy by doing so.

If those people irritates you so much, why not confront them on the spot and talk it out nicely?? And if they do talk back or sending regards to your mother in a rude way, then so be it, right~!! Then they are the assholes, and let them know that~!! I'm sure not all of them have tattoos all over their bodies or something like that, sometimes people need reminders man.

Getting back to the topic, about all this complaining happening, is it because of what the government did to our minds that make us not able to talk back and suffer in slience all the time?? Or is it that our country is too fast pace and so stressful that there's no time to be courteous and considerate most of the time?? Or that the more educated one is, the more narrow minded he/she becomes?? Where is the love, man?? Where is that little angel sitting on your shoulder when you are younger?? I really don't understand what the world have come to.

**This posting is no way targetting at anyone or any events happening to anyone I know. It's just how I feel with the way that Singaporeans like to complaint too much. Before someone hates my guts, please take a moment and think about what is really going on.

Life and Death

2006-12-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

Got my Christmas present quite early this year, last Sunday in fact. And surpise surpise, my girlfriend bought me a white PSP~!!!

White PSP version 2.8 ... Yeah~!!

Was so happy the whole week and went gadget hunting for my latest gaming device. First thing I looked for was a suitable PSP sticker, and I really like this design.

Skulls design. Back view.

Bought a white colour Logitech PSP holder too, and finally got the time to design my holder cover only today. Took me around 3 hours for this to be totally done from sketching to finishing.

Gothic designs with skulls and gothic roses. This read 'Death' and right side skull is showing happy face.

Turn it over and it read 'Life' and right side skull is showing sad face. Cool right~!!!

Actually the gothic wording for this life and death was originated from a tattoo design, but it looks nice enough, and maybe someday it might land on my skin. Hahaha~!!... Thank you dear, for the present. :)

See Saw

2006-12-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

Went and catch Saw 3 this evening, and it was the final movie of the Saw series. Really can't imagine my buddy Gi and I watch all the 3 movies together in cinema since it begans years ago.

Saw 3 is not a bad movie though, better than the first two movies in some ways. But I think something is missing in this one that the other two movies had, and I just can't place it. Maybe it was the weakness of storylines compare to Saw 1 & 2, or maybe it wasn't thrilling enough, or it could be that I was so damn tired that I can't really bother about it. The effects for this movie is good though, not top notch state of the art special effects, but at least it's better than the previous ones. There was this interesting scene where a woman was freeze to death (yes...literally...), and the scene which I can't stand is the one with the judge soak in the rotten pork soup "fear factor" style (I love blood and gore...but please spare me the smelly details).

Not to mention Jigsaw, the main character of the show, a dying old man who just don't give up torturing and inflicting pain and fear in people. Come on, when you are going to die you don't think about coming up with perfect plans and details with machines and gadgets to teach people a lesson in life. When you are going to die you only think about... erm ... yourselves??

I know, I know... it's just a show with lots of blood and gore and everyone dies in the end. But that's one of the things that lacks in Saw 3. The planning, timing and everything involved are just too perfect. Unlike Saw 1 & 2, where valid reasons and certain constrains may cause something to happen logically. Ya la... I know...it's just a show with lots of blood and gore... I think too much sometimes.

Thought of the day: Would you like it if people judge you constantly?? Who are we to judge others when we are not judges ourselves?? If judges are using guides of the law and morals to pass judgements, what makes you think your own judgements towards others are correct, or rather, are your morals correct?? (Ok...ok...I think too much... :P)

These Few Days... ...

2006-11-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

Been too lazy to write anything down here for quite a while. Cause I'd just bought Final Fantasy XII for my PS2 a few days back, and been hooked since then. The game is so good that people that don't really like RPG games (like me...it's me..I don't like RPG games...ok, so what..) will surely change their mind. I'm really addcited to it now (God bless PS2~!!!) .... ....

But before all this hype about PS2 stuffs, I went to visit my friend, Wendy (not my blog pal Wendy...another Wendy) and her month old baby girl, Angela. She's so damn cute that I wanted to pinch her cheeks till it turns blue black (No...I didn't do it..). And one funny thing is that she likes to frown a lot. So cute and adorable, with no worries and troubles in the whole wide world except those things coming out from her bottom (I try not to say shit here... ... SHIT~!!), and it's seems ironic that she likes to frown a lot. Hee Hee Hee...so cute.

"What?? Never see baby before ar?? Still see some more??"

She's yawning... ...

She's frowning like there's no tomorrow...

Well, should go and watch Prison Break now. I know someone that knows somebody that buy from somebody the first season of Prison Break. I'm sure going to be a busy man now, with my PS2 games, Prison Break to catch and work. Oh ya, I'm starting to work tomorrow.

Boring

2006-11-08T00:06:00.001+08:00

Feeling so bored...nothing to do...

Doing nothing all day for the past few weeks...boring...

Watching shows...hanging out with friends...slack all day...boring

No job...no salary...no money...no car...bored...

Some of you guys might envy this life...wait till you'd been doing all this for one week...

... ...

... ... ...

Boring...

Movie Freak.

2006-11-04T16:08:00.000+08:00

Was running around my room and saw a stacks of movie ticket studs at my shelf. Wow... memories. Got lots of them and decided to post up the movies that I'd watch in the year 2006. Yup, still remember every story about every movie.

In monthly order:

The Dark(E)- Confusing story about a mum who lost her daugther.
Memoirs Of A Geisha(E)- Poor japanese girl who had everything, but the man she loves.
Wallace & Gromit, Curse of The Were Rabbit(E)- Really Funny story, love it~!!
I Not Stupid 2(M)- Sad, funny and touching homeland movie.
The Pink Panther(E)- Not as funny as the old versions. In fact it's not funny at all.
Jarhead(E)- Freshmen in war. Young, stupid and dangerous.
Final Destination 3(E)- Love it. Lots of blood and gore.
Fearless(M)- Nice movie, with nice song by Jay Chou. Too bad it doesn't follow the real history.
My Girl & I(K)- Expected more. But I STILL LOVE YOU, SONG HUI QIAO~!!!
Hills Have Eyes(E)- Better than I expected. Love the baby's father. A man gotta do what a man gotta do...yeah.
V For Vendetta(E)- "Remember, remember, the fifth of November." Ideas ARE bulletproof, guys. Love it.
Underworld:Evolution(E)- More bloody and interesting than the first. But seems stupid.
Hostel(E)- Oooooww yeah~!! The japanese girl tortured scene will haunt me forever.Nice but slow.
Mirrormask(E)- Very fantasy and visual, thanks to Neil Gaiman's vision.
The Sentinel(E)- A fairly nice movie about a grandfather humping the president's wife. Ooops.
Inside Man(E)- I love it, really. The plots & actors are good. All hail Spike Lee~!
X-Men 3(E)- Lots of people I knew hates it, but I love it. Better than part 1 & 2.
M:I 3(E)- A lot of things that seem impossible are possible in this show. Fairly good.
The Wild(E)- Not really that good. Wish they stop making this kind of CGI films in future. Where are the good movies like Toy Story and A Bug's Life??
Cars(E)- Good, really good. So good that I was laughing my ass off most of the time.Bye bye Disney. Oh ya, I watch this twice.
Silent Hill(E)- The only parts I enjoyed are when the sirens sound.
The Omen(E)- Not scarely at all. Stupid child with serious face. Bad ending.
Slither(E)- Quite a good low budget movie made in Canada. A bit disgusting but I like it.
Pirates of the Caribbean:Dead Man's Chest(E)- The CGs are sooo damn good. Watch this twice too. Can't wait for part 3.
Recycle(M)- You can stop watching after the middle part. Cause it's not scary after that. But a meaningful story, though.
Nacho Libre(E)- It's one of those shows that disappoint me. Jack Black can do much better.
Lady In The Water(E)- Three words. I loooove it~!
Dragon Tiger Gate(M)- The opening fight scene is even better than the ending one. Enough said.
Tokyo Drift(E)- A few drifts are good. But drift here, dirft there, everywhere drift drift. Are tires free in Japan??... The special cameo at the ending is unexpected though.
Click(E)- Quite funny. But I love the slow motion jogging lady more...
The Host(K)- Quite good. But lots of my friends hate it, don't know why.
Miami Vice(E)- Gong Li steals the show.
The Prestige(E)- Love it. Love Christopher Nolan. Love Hugh Jackman. Love Christian Bale.
Talladega Nights(E)- Quite funny. Love the first time Ricky Bobby was interview. That's a classic.
World Trade Centre(E)- Actors don't need to move at all. Actress running here and there. Not one of my favourite shows.
The Departed(E)- Infernal Affairs is much better.
Silk(M)- Learn a new thing call Menger Sponge. Cool.
Sinking of Japan(J)- Sad, sad, sad. Don't watch it if you are depress. Love the main song, Keep Holding You. Check it out please.
Crank(E)- Fast pace MTV style kind of movie. Check out a special cameo appearance by Chester Bennington from Linkin Park.

Well that's almost sum it up. But the list (39 of them, average of 3.9 movies per month~!!!) above does not include movies which I had lost the studs, dvds and drama series. I'm so busy......watching shows that is. Will try to post up movies to look out for next year.

Crying Free Man

2006-11-02T01:02:00.000+08:00

Freedom finally~!! It my last day at my current job. Feeling so free and relax now, like a big stone had just been removed from my aching shoulders. Wahhh..... Happiness...

No more waking up in the middle of the night and answering phone calls regarding our problematic systems.

No more waking up every morning and sms my colleagues this: "How's the system??" (And I really mean every single morning, regardless of rain, snow, holidays or weekends)

No more phone calls from my colleagues, asking me how to solve faults, in the evening anymore.

No more running here and there, like a mad dog which just broke offf it's leash at my workplace.

No more irritating people that likes to bother me out of their pure pleasure, just like a stubborn fly that keeps flying around your head and won't go away.

No more tons and tons of crappy tasks from anyone. As though my name is Superman.

Meanwhile I will take a short break, and continue my journey in life later. No point working like hell, and don't enjoy every single moment in life.

A True Singapore Ghost Story

2006-10-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

Heard this ghost story a few years back by one of my good buddy (B), while he was still in secondary school. He had no reason to lie, and so will I, as all the people involved are all real. Till this day when I tell someone about this story, my hair will still stand. But if the story is not scary, please don't blame me, blame it on my writing skills. So the story goes like this ... ...

A, B and C are three classmates studying at a secondary school located in the east, and the school itself had some unexplained events occurring before this happened.

They need to finish up their GCE 'O' Level Technical folios and hand in the next day, so as expected from not so average grades students, they still have a lot to finish before submitting. Therefore they decided to stay back and finished it together all at one go, and hand in the next day.

A picked a wooden bench (for 4 seaters) near the technical block as their working place, and A was sitting on one side, facing him was B and C. Near to A's right hand side was a wall that was stretching 2 to 3 meters away ending with a corner, which A cant see anything beyond that.

It was near evening time when they are halfway done with their work, as good buddies they were joking about and working on their folios at the same time. Then B looked up and take a glance at A, who was sitting directly in front of him. A seems quite a bit uneasy and stuff, but B ignored it and suspected that A might be tired after a hard day at school. Then A spoke to them.

A: Tomorrow morning then we continue can??

B and C was quite puzzled, as A was the one initiating staying at school to finish their work.

B: But we are almost done liao, just a few more pages and we can go home. Stay la.

A: No la, let's go now.

B: Come on la, only a few more pages.

C: Ya, if we finish now we no need to worried at all, and can sleep peacefully tonight.

A: I don't feel so good. Let's go now la, I will tell you all later why.

As A was quite a bit of a gangster and usually calm with no nonsense, B and C reluctantly agreed.

After they left the school and farther on the road, A told them what happened after B and C asked about it again. So A told them.

When they are halfway working on their folios near the evening, A saw someone peeking at them from the corner of the wall that was at his right. As it was 2 to 3 meters away, A can't really saw who it was, so he ignore it at first. But he noticed that person was peeking now and then, at first just a small side of the head was seen, till it keep looking continuously and the whole head can be seen, and the body was blocked by the wall. Then suddenly, he saw it.

That 'person' started to lean more than 45 degrees sideways (towards A's left) into thin air with no support at all, with long hair and white dress, staring at him~!!! No one in the world can define the law of gravity and lean like that~!!

It was then A told B and C to pack up their things and go.

Shortly less than a week after that incident, A was hit by a motorcycle while crossing the road near a shopping mall in the east. There were many other pedestrians at that time, but he was the only one hit and flew quite a distance away by the impact. Luckily, he survived the accident, but with quite a few injuries.

Whether that incident at school was related to the accident, we do not know. But it's good that he's still alive till now.

They Are Back...

2006-10-30T19:32:00.000+08:00

Yes, and they're back. After I'd finish this drawing then I found out something stupid. It's Halloween, not NEW YEAR~!!!

Oh well, it's the season to be jolly anyway. Though I've never ever celebrated Halloween in my entire life before.

Tomorrow I'll post up one ghost story I'd heard before, just to get into the Halloween mood, Singapore style. Just wait....

Lesson of the day: Sometimes life is a joke. You know it's not when others are laughing at you, not with you.

New Stuff

2006-10-29T18:04:00.000+08:00

Just added a new link in my sidebar, click on it and it will generate new jokes everyday. Enjoy guys.

Dexter And Me

2006-10-29T15:41:00.000+08:00

Been spending my weekends rotting at home watching shows, like CSI and Dexter.

Don't think Dexter will be air locally anytime in the future, because of the character's conflicting struggle of becoming a serial killer and yet a police officer. In some sort of way I can relate to him (No, I don't go around killing people with or without motives), but he lacks the emotions to live his everyday life, yet he try to cover up his needs to kill, and the darker side of him by acting and pretending to be normal. You can say he's a nutcase, you can say he's a dangerous man, you can say he's evil. But to anyone who try to live their life in this world, will always try to make him/herself feeling special in some ways, just to be happy.

We are who we are, and we are no saints.

I always think that everyone is this world got at least one dark secret. But the guilt that evolve from that secret tends to make or break that person. For eg, a young kid who shoplifts might be feeling more guilty, than a man who just rape his daughter (I know it's sick, but it's just an example...). From the every daily things that anyone does in his/her everyday life, to the every single decisions he/she makes, that somehow subconciously path that person's destiny.

I like shows that are bloody, violent, deep plots, with dark twisted characters and body parts everywhere.

I am who I am, and I am no saint.

Show's Info

The series follows Dexter Morgan (Hall), an incredibly likeable forensics expert for the Miami Metro Police Department, who moonlights as a serial killer with a penchant for inflicting his own unusual brand of justice – he kills people who truly deserve it.

Dexter is based on the compelling novel "Darkly Dreaming Dexter" by Jeff Lindsay, a South Florida native. Orphaned at the age of four and harboring a traumatic secret, Dexter is adopted by a police officer who recognizes Dexter's homicidal tendencies and guides his son to channel his gruesome passion for human vivisection in a constructive way - by killing those heinous perpetrators that are above the law or who have slipped through the cracks of justice. A respected member of the police force, a perfect gentleman and a man with a soft spot for children, it's hard not to like Dexter. Although his drive to kill is unflinching, he struggles to emulate normal emotions he doesn't feel, and to keep up his appearance as a caring, socially responsible human being.

Not A Happy Night

2006-10-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

Been feeling a little down this evening. I usually don't post my frustration down here. But if I do say it out here, it's a fucking big deal for me.

I don't like how some people treating me in some ways, same as how some people don't like me treating others too.

But who in the right fucking mind will try to add fuel to a fire that they can't stop. It's not that they can't help it. They just do it on purpose.

Maybe they have not seen the outcome yet. Maybe they just can't be bothered. But it will all be too late if they do see it.

Meanwhile I'll just have to keep my cool and ignore those sons of bitches.

Just a few more days and I'll be out of this shit hole.

Educated Does Not Equal Wisdom

2006-10-21T01:55:00.000+08:00

Can't believe I'm writing my blog twice in a day (actually it's only about 6 hours apart...). It's not that I don't have anything better to do with my life, but reading other blogs can be relaxing and interesting sometimes.

Not until I read that 'someone' blog. And I'm not going to state if it's a he or she, I will just use 'It', cause 'It' is acting like an animal.

But let me clarify this before someone hires a hitman and shoots me tomorrow.
1) I DO NOT know 'It' personally.
2) 'It' IS NOT from my links.
3) 'It' host a famous blog, and is local.
4) I'm not borrowing arrows and targeting anyone else I know, at any level.
5) I'm referring that person as 'It', is to protect that person...and to prevent me from getting a lawsuit.
6) No animals were harm in the process of making this posting possible.

'It' is full of itself, and can post anything on 'It' own blog and begin to complain, compare, make fun and shooting arrows at some people every now and then. That's ok with me, maybe 'It' is making it personal with someone 'It' is not happy with. But 'It' will still criticise and embrarass that person more if that poor chap offend 'It' again. But please, you can write all the nonsenses and craps about how bad or uneducated some people are, while you yourself don't accept the knowledge of freedom of speech to others. Spoilt brat huh...

And to think the many people (And I mean A LOT...) writing comments at 'It' blog will side with 'It' and make that poor chap looks like a complete arsehole, even if he's right. I've learnt a new way of arse licking today( it's called mass-licking-one-arse), and I think these people gives a new meaning to the term 'educated fool'. My, what has the world come to.

Ok ok, it's my fault too. Me and my itchy fingers just want to go to 'It' blog out of curiousity, and this is the only second time that I'd done this, and everytime it made my blood boiling hot.

Ok, I'm much calmer now...it's no use letting you guys be victims of my anger. Taking deep breaths...life is good...life is good...peace...world peace...

And to end my posting, I've these peaceful words of wisdom for 'It'.

"FUCK YOU, IT~!!"

Such Soft, Soothing & Sad

2006-10-20T18:59:00.000+08:00

Can't put my Staind song here any longer, because once I play the song it will self direct me to another song search website. Stupid link. So instead I decide to post this song up, and suddenly my blog become peaceful again. Such soft, soothing and sad music. The lyrics are quite depressing, and I don't recommend it to any suicidal nutcase out there.

P.S. This song is originally sung by Tears For Fears, but Gary Jules and this Alex Parks (Don't know who the hell she is...) did covers on it. I prefer Gary Jules version, and if you guys want to download ....erm...sorry, I mean BUY this song. I suggest you BUY Gary Jules' version. *wink* *wink*

Cliffhanger

2006-10-20T00:04:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I'm just like a small kid with a new toy. Was thinking of so many songs that I wanted to play in my blog right now, after I knew how to put songs in blogs. Because I want to share with the world the music I like (and most people hate...) with my words and thoughts. Music is everything in my life, and I'm dead without music (that's true...no joke). I'm already thinking of changing a different song everyday, as long as I'm alive and my PC and internet connections are running. But I think it's kind of stupid to do that. I need to get over this soon.

Was watching Prison Break just now, and one thing I hate about drama serials is that the scriptwriters will pull your heart up to your throat, till it's about to explode, till you are almost breathless, till you are almost frustrated that there's a thing call commercial. And then they stop, slow down the pace of the show, and show you the rest of the stuffs you want to find out next week.

I hate to wait.

I don't have the patience to wait all week while my thoughts are running wild about what will happen to those stupid inmates, which are none of my bloody concern anyway. What if I die tomorrow~!?? (Choy, Choy, Choy...) What if I can't make it next Thursday because I'm having dinner in....erm...London?? What if MediaCorp is bomb by terrorists next Monday??

I'm just proving my point that the future is unpredictable, and that Prison Break is so good that it's making me crazy. PRISON BREAK IS ON THURSDAY NIGHT AT 10 PM, CHANNEL 5~!! .... (MediaCorp should start paying me for all this advertising...)

So Far Away

2006-10-18T19:16:00.000+08:00

Artist: Staind

Song: So Far Away

This is my life

Its not what it was before, all these feelings I’ve shared

And these are my dreams ,that I’d never lived before

Somebody shake me cause I, I must be sleeping

(chorus)

Now that we're here, it's so far away

All the struggle we thought was in vain

All the mistakes, one life contained

They all finally start to go away

Now that we're here, its so far away

And I feel like I can face the day

I can forgive, and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today

These are my words

That I’ve never said before, I think I’m doing ok

And this is the smile, that I’ve never shown before

Somebody shake me cause I, I must be sleeping

(chorus)
Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes, one life contained
They all finally start to go away

Now that we're here, its so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive, and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today

I'm so afraid of waking, please don't shake me

Afraid of waking, please don't shake me

(chorus)

Now that we're here, it's so far away

All the struggle we thought was in vain

All the mistakes, one life contained

They all finally start to go away

Now that we're here, its so far away

And I feel like I can face the day

I can forgive, and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today

Finally There's Sound

2006-10-18T01:57:00.000+08:00

Well, finally manage to place the songs I want on my two blogs, all thanks to Wendy for her time and patience. Currently playing is an opening theme song from Naruto. And it's one of my favourite anime songs that I like. It may sound kind of noisy or irritating to some people, but I DON'T CARE~!! It took me a long time to post the music up, so please let me do whatever I want. After all this is MY blog~!!!! I dare you guys to stop me~!! COME ON~!! WHO'S FIRST~?!?!?!

(Sorry guys,... please ignore me,....I'm a little sleep deprive right now...)

My Obituary

2006-10-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Lets see... I hardly went to any museums at all, or any time in the future.

But at least I know an oven loves me when I'm gone.

(Whole load of crappy shit...)

Hot Dogs

2006-10-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

The weather is hot and hazy, making my throat a bit sore most of the time. And some others are having a hard time coping with all this nonsense... Guess I have to do my infamous rain dance later. Really hope it will really rain these few days.

Lights, Camera, Action...

2006-10-15T00:57:00.000+08:00

Spent the whole late morning and afternoon watching Entourage on HBO. It's showing the whole of first season and some of second, but one thing I hate (and like too...) about HBO is that there's no comercial break at all.

Maybe it's the realistic and the truth about Hollywood showbiz in Entourage that's attracts me. Or maybe it was the main character's wild lifestyle with girls, weeds, big house and big cars. (Oh ya, I always wanted to be a rock star...it's a sinful ambition of mine, thank you.)

But the show was so damn good, that I had to ran down my house after changing into any t-shirt and shorts I could grab, ordered any food that's selling in the coffeeshop, and sprint back up my house during the show's ending credits, and before the next episode starts.(Nah, I'm just kidding...I can't run or else my ankle will kill me)

Also spend my evening watching Silk, the Taiwan horror thriller movie. It's not a bad movie though, with all the great acting and stuff. But I found it not frightening for a horror movie, and not 'science' enough for a sci fi movie. And also too many loose ends by the end of the show. Anyway I enjoyed it enough for me to post it up here (I will post up really baaaaaaaaaad movies here too.) Click here about the movie.

(P.S. In the show they keep talking about this thing call Menger sponge and stuff and I thought it's all made up crap, but it's not. It really exist!! Gasp~!!!!)

Inner Piece Of Mind

Sick...

New Divide

Danger - Angry Man Writing

STREET FIGHTER IV VIDEO APP

Alone

Snuff By Slipknot

It's A Long Wait

Addiction

No. 15th

20th Century Boys - The Movie

Sail Away - Alejandro Fuentes

Plans

I Love This Song

Where The Hell Is Matt??

Sold Out

Oh Well

Taggering Tag Tag

Great Old Songs

A-Yue, OK

The Piano

Things And Stuffs...

R.E.S.P.E.C.T.

*Curtain Calls*

Last Posting Of The Year / Postings Of The Year (2007)

Creepy Fairytales

Linkin Park Concert - 13th November 2007

Baby I'm A Man, I Was Born To Hate.

This Is Not The First Time You Have Seen This Tag If You Are From My Blog Links

Let's Welcome The Foo Fighters

Stuff Pets Anyone??

My Pet

Trying Out Something New Part 2

Trying Out Something New

Autobots, Transform!

Thank You Thank You... And Whole Load Of Rubbish

Gather Together

Alive

Thank You And Good Bye

My Weekends... And Movies (Again)

Super Hamsters

Knock Knock...

I'm Tagged

Nothing.

Leave Out All The Rest

It's All In Your Mind

2 Movies And A Game...

Hands Held High

Free Hugs Singapore

Minutes To Midnight

Come On

So Hard...

Hmmmm.....Or Is It Really??

Head Full Of Anger

SGD $19.00 +++

Coming Soon

Team Hoyt

Hi Bye

It's Time To Stop

Last Goodbye

It's A Blog Life

Bad Bad Movie

16 Years And Beyond

Prepare For Glory~!

Father And Son

Huh??

Wah Lau....Thanks A Lot

These Are Sooo Funny~!!

Here We Go Again

I Love My Job...Do I?? (Part 2)

I Still Have A Heart

Unfillial

If I Were You...

Childhood Heroes

Oh My God~!!!!!

This Means War???... You Tell Me

The Good, The Bad, And The Extreme

I Love My Job...Do I??

Last Posting Of The Year / Postings Of The Year

My Points Of Views

Curtain Calls